jus realised quarrels in klass haf worsened..
mayb bcos of e spark i created..(klass tee's colour n stuffs)
obviously i can apologise abt tat & my stubborness cos i jus realised green n orange can also can replace e red outline..
however white as e background stil remains.
games n own probs blinded miie n i seemed to realise how bad relationship betweem klassmates in klass has worsened..onli todae..
i tot e bbq stuff was nothin n din bother why dey din invite miie too..
though i was kinda sad after knowin not invited.. at least i kno e reason...dey told miie..
i can understan..(: (n it din wry miie animore..xD)
deres a reason in every untold problem..
jus get e initiative to tel others OR ask wad e reason is..
if everybody OPEN their mouth to ask or tell..
simply nothin will happen!
ppl whu r not invited wont get mad,n ppl whu invited/host e stuff wont get misunderstood/hated by others.
galfrens told miie wad realli happen in klass todae den i kno tis has worsened..n tats jus puttin it mildly.
now i kno why wj sae i haf ZERO in my heart..she said im neutral.
indeed ! if everyone is neutral, they will try to get e bottom of every matter..
instead of jus bloggin..
eh eh im not tryin to make everyone hate miie but..SERIOUSLY, u haf to tink about it..
seen e klass foto todae..
cliques r tgt,no one was left out.. not alot.
miss e big gatherin we used to haf lik sec1,all galfrens tgt..rather den seperated into 2..
i admit i did dislike a few of my galfrens b4..
but seriously not animore..
i find dere isnt a need to dislike ppl..
sometimes i do tink we r borned to love others..rather than awaitin others to love urself/myself/ourselves..aiya wadever selves la..
ppl hate their USED TO BE good/best/forever frens..
why? jealousy? friction? gossips? influence? etc..
but wen it comes to understandin, NO ONE UNDERSTANDS.
ppl jus understands their own feelings,mayb some other ppl's feelings, but not e enemy's feelings..
dey will jus tink.."whu cares about THEIR feelings ANYWAY?"
wen u hate someone,u will find every stuff abt him/her offensive to u..
therefore it's hard to understan..
jus lik jesslyn.. i HATE jesslyn loads..
from sec1 til mayb tat time after dq stepped on my racket?
another reason y i don hate jesslyn animore is..i don even rmb why i hate her..
i don even kno why i hate her so much..
all i kno was she's irksome to miie tat time,bein such a show off,as if she very dua pai..
her hair,eyes,attitude,character..everythin i can find about her,i will jus hate it..
scolded her indirectly,rolled eyes,influence others n everythin..
gossip abt her mayb?
but now i kno.. as long as to look tings in diff point of view,u will understan e whole picture..
everyone needs a helpin hand. everyone haf their ups n downs..
look for someone;someone who can give good advice,someone who listens. obviously i din write - someone whom u can trust.
in tis point of time..ppl will sae deres no one left tat he/she cudd trust.(tats why!)
however do NOT turn to someone whu gossips.. wad reali kills a Man's relationships between others is GOSSIP.
untrue words r voiced out n taken in..wadever for?
i used to joke(mostly to sandy),"if lies cudd console u,den let it be!"
seriously,"gangin" up wit frens n gossip/talk untrue stuff abt tat particular person is jus simply satisfyin one's soul.
don need to cry in a corner abt misunderstandings,IT'S A WASTE OF TEARS.
don niida get mad abt misunderstandings/quarrels, IT'S A WASTE OF THE TIME U HAF IN THE REALITY.
jus sort tings out,n everythin will be fine..
rmb..there's always a rainbow after every storm..
enough of stuffs i wanna sae..
jus blogged tis after viewin sandy's,bibi's,glynis',jiun's,eli's,zy's blogs..
other den sandy n eli's blogs..e rest of blogs i read were lik shootin spears at each other..
betta dodge wen readin..(a warning to all of u..i guess..)
i tagged some of e ppl's blogs above which were named above cos i don wanna let ppl tink im joinin in e fun by fake taggin.. it's kinda lame..
i jus kno..dey r my frens..okae..*tagged*
din tagg all cos i feel i din view deir blogs for a LONG LONG time..therefore taggin their blogs will be weird.. other den zy's blog.. tagged hers though it's been months since i read her blog..=X
*oops*
frens r jus lik toiletries..
NOT SAYIN DEY R USELESS LA.
but dey r sorta un-noticed despite "associated" daily wit them..
dey r owaes dere for u..
arghh..
stil miss e time with my galfrens..ALL TOGETHER..
which includes bibi,gly,sandy,jiun,meryl,eli,yinggx,eunice,wynne,yihan,marie,jemaine...
n tj too! (don wanna let ppl misunderstood him as one of my galfrens..)
yupps..
sounds lik an impossible happy family reunion isnt it?
but everyone can make a difference n make tis possible..
it's jus e matter of whether u wann it or not..
last yr le.. don sae cherish..
lets make everythin go on smoothly as ever... (:
IGNORANCE ISN'T BLISS.. hahhhahaha... =.="
