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  • March 2009
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    ...BEAUTITALK



     

    ...Lost in beauty



    Brushes- 1| 2

    Monday, July 31, 2006


    ii didn mean it when ii said ii didn love yoo so..
    ii shudd haf held on tight , ii nvr shudd've let yoo go..
    ii didn kno nothin ;
    ii was stupid;
    ii was foolish
    ii was lyin to myself
    ii could not fathom that ii wud ever be without euur love.
    nvr imagined ii'd be sittin here beside myself
    guess ii didn kno you,
    guess ii didn't know miie;
    but ii thought ii knew everythin ii nvr felt
    the feeling that iim feeling now;
    that ii don hear euur voice,
    or even touch or even kiss your lips.
    cos ii don have a choice.
    Oh whadd ii wouldn give to have you lying by my side;
    Right here.
    cos baby ;
    when you left ii lost a part of me...
    it's still so hard to believe*
    come back baby please cos we belong together - *
    whu else m ii gonna lean on when times get rough?
    who's gonna talk to miie on the fone till the sun comes up..
    who's gonna take your place??
    there aint nobody better..
    oh baby, baby ;
    we belong together .
    ii cant slp at nite , when you are on my mind..

    Bobby Womack's on the radio
    Singing to me
    'If you think you're lonely now'
    Wait a minute
    This is too deep, too deep
    I gotta change the station
    So I turn the dial
    Trying to catch a break
    And then I hear Babyface

    ii only think of you;
    nddx it's breakin my harttx..
    iim tryin to kiip it together,
    but iim fallin apart..
    iim feeling all out of my element.
    iim throwing things,
    crying;
    trying to figure out where the hell ii wnt wrng..
    the pain reflected in this song,
    Ain't even half of what iim feeling inside...
    ii need you *
    need you back in my life baby..
    when you left,I lost a part of me..
    it's still so hard to believe..
    come back baby please
    cos we belong together..
    who else am I gonna lean on when times get rough?
    who's gonna talk to me on the fone till the sun comes up..
    who's gonna take your place??
    there ain't nobody better !
    Oh baby, baby
    we belong together..

    Baby
    when you left,ii lost a part of me*
    it's still so hard to believe;
    come back baby please
    cos we belong together~
    who m i going to lean on when times get rough?
    who's going to talk to me till the sun comes up..
    who's going to take your place??
    there ain't nobody better..
    Oh baby, baby WE belong together...

    -
    sorry for thrashin ur feelings on tat day..
    deep thoughts for a day..
    *kept tinkin abt euus*
    -
    euu said u've thrown US in the past..
    but i presume,
    tat..
    memories haf long life..
    ilu*

    the beauty exposed ;

    Wednesday, July 26, 2006


    hadd foto takin todae..
    baked cheesy cupcakes durin home econs..
    cracked an egg which turned out to be not-liquid-inside..
    but actualli sumthin reddish beige n pale yellow..
    gosh.. den got foul smell..
    yucks.,
    but in e end e cupcakes were nice.. (another egg llaa)
    but without cheese will be nicer..

    back to klass durin science..
    science test..
    so after we finished,started talkin to eunice..
    she was talkin wad she ate durin her bro's bdae..
    "go restaurant..we eat lik crab,sharkfin....."
    n i was lik shock..
    "u eat lik crap?"
    ps.. hearin problem..
    xDD
    omg.. haha.. *horrible miie*

    oka..so i was shocked by e "chop" i had on my mindmap abt gamblin..
    wanted to do e hp thing..
    but donno wen hand in..
    ask bobo, he sae tats jus an example..
    oka den..

    played gb..
    n was pissed by my capt,hu send a background for nothin..
    stil act dao somemore..
    oh my god llaa..
    den game d/c all thanks to tat background thing n eugene Y's nudgin..
    ps to sae..
    my com lags n one nudge is enuff to kill my turn..

    aiyes.. don talk abt it..
    afterall..eugene came all e wae to gb jus to apologise..
    *forgiven*

    words shootin agn..
    bad endin..
    but at 8plus..
    things were back to normal..for e moment..
    e worse has begun jus bcos i was honest to him..
    everythin's back..
    im tired..
    realli am..
    eyes r closin..

    *hope everythin din happen....at all*

    the beauty exposed ;

    Tuesday, July 25, 2006


    streams..
    all include science..
    hais..
    totalli hate science..
    rmb pri5 got 96/100 for science..
    but so wad?
    tats 3yrs ago..
    n practicalli wad i realli wanna be as an ambition is a math tcher..
    so i was owaes wonderin..
    wads e use of science?
    *no answers*
    but prolly ii shud drop e idea of math tcher..
    maths aint gudd; n most importantly..
    im pure lazy..
    will i ever work?
    arghh.. hope i can stay as a kid..
    *fat hope*
    logicalli i had no talent for science n english!
    talkin abt eng..
    did e tai-tais goin for surgery blahblah..
    done it..put in ms chew's "pigeon hole"..
    doubt she's gonna grade miie..
    well.. at least tis time i handed in..
    not lik prev semester ..
    i finished e work but din dare to hand in..
    benjamin was rushin me to hand in..
    but i din..so no marks recorded..
    aiyes..
    stil rmb e promise i made,tis yr's end of first term, for my mom ..
    abt strivin hard n improve..
    mayb im not tryin hard enuff..
    *laziness*
    n mayb im jus lik tj.. can study n improve onii wen someone's "pushin" us forward..

    arghh..
    so much for tat "reflection"..
    wnt to cp library wit bibi,tj,sandy n wynne..
    learnin science for tml's test..
    practicalli i did quarter of chapt 11's notes n i stop..
    *cant concentrate*
    frankli..
    i cant do work at home..
    cos i will jus use com..
    lik wad im doin now..
    haf e eagerness to do e handphone mindmap..
    but needa learn science..
    so *tinkk* next..
    mayb i cudd concentrate at nite..
    i wish..

    the beauty exposed ;

    Monday, July 24, 2006


    disastrous..
    played wit pear n jon..
    at first dey patched...
    frens frens patch llaa..
    den pear accidentli kiked him outta game rm..
    den everything changed..

    jon's frm aussie..
    started to quarrel agn..
    cos jon wasn happi wit e kikin ting n mayb wit him too..
    jon said he rmb e days b4 he knew pear..
    *i knew jon earlier den pear knows him*
    n abt some promise we made..
    abt rankin up tgt..
    but i ranked up first..
    n prolly he was disappointed..
    pear logged out first..cos he cuddn see wads jon's writin..
    n he told miie stuffs..
    which somehow i don realli understan..
    n pear was back.
    he cudd see wad jon wrote then..
    n jon scolded ass hole..
    omg..
    quarrels starts frm here..
    jon offered tat if he wins,he will buy miie..
    *wad e heck?!*
    pear din choose his bot cos i started e game too earli..
    n he lost..
    jon said he wil giv 52k to pear..
    to buy miie?
    frens isnt all about buyin..
    tats wen i start to pity him.. somehow..
    prolly wad he realli need is a fren?

    not long..
    swordmanlong join in e game..
    funny guy..
    answered pear's Qs ..
    which is actualli for jon..

    quarrel quarrel until mom nag at miie..
    n i gtg..
    left my email for jon..
    so at least can settle e prob in msn..
    gotten swordmanlong's email..
    so he can kpo kpo abit in e conference..
    lik in gb..
    2v2..

    but he not online..
    aiyes..
    n jon added me..
    so 3 of us in e conv..
    while im awae writin tis entry..

    but din kno it wnt wrng..
    dey "argued" abit n left..
    pear left e conv,while jon wnt offline..

    yet one thing hasnt left all tis time..
    mom's naggin..
    practicalli n logicalli horrible..

    at last..had a hard dressin down from mom..
    practicalli pissed..wit mom..
    goodness gracious..

    the beauty exposed ;

    Saturday, July 22, 2006


    was worried of honggx k0r due to ytd's matter..
    all bcos of tat fat dumbb ass security guard l0r..
    betta warn her not to turn miie in2 a racist..
    *cos i will realli hate u for tat*
    called him durin break times n checked wit him..
    hope nothin serious will fall upon him..
    so chat n chat n chat..
    now i kno why ppl can chat on fone for hrs..
    talked to *him* for e first time..
    voice quite l0w..
    but more lik he sian diao..
    so din talk long l0r..
    now fne practically haf no balance left..
    all thanks for e chattin..
    was sure tat hongggx k0r was oka liaos..
    so i started to haf fun..
    rather den pullin a sulky face..
    a farewell party for mr choo but had no appetite to eat e pizza cos felt lik im gonna vomit at any time..
    but in e end din llaa..
    so miie,apple,chuan,yinggx,jiun n eli shared 2 slice of pizza..
    took pics wit mr choo n mr sim..
    n had great fun..
    heard jess' pants po le abit..
    i was so elated.. some how...
    damn wicked..
    but heard apple sae sum1 accidently tripped her n she fell tats why pants tore ..
    bleedy loads n she cried..plus.. e pants expensive..
    oka..frankly..
    tis time i din wanna laugh..
    so cold-blooded if i realli laugh..
    in fact..
    i pity her somehow..
    but such stuff i wont tell her de llaa..
    imagine me askin her,"jesslyn u oka anot..?"
    tat will be miracle..
    prolly tats y ppl jus don realli understan me..
    lik..how i express my feelings..
    yepp..

    so afternoon was lik.. BORING!
    n no one to talk to,*cos fne no monie*
    n cant sms..*same reason*
    den miie,bibi n sandy dandy stayed in klass..
    *badminton was cancelled on e eleventh hour*
    3 of us had henna..
    2 of dem had flower drawings on their leg..
    while mine had my name written on my right leg..
    but bcos im tan..
    it's very hard to see my name..
    quite hard..
    oka not tat hard..
    aiya.. not easily spotted llaa.

    so whole afternoon we waited in klass for tj.
    cos he had drama cca til 5.30.
    5.30 called him n he said he's in houngang mall..
    wth..
    saw e gal he liked ..
    look lik sandy l0r..
    haha..

    *munch munch munch* until 6plus..
    we needa go back sch to attend e talk for our streamin ting..
    meet up wit bibi's bro..
    he look quite lik eurasian..
    haha.. but not so much..
    jus a bit..
    den saw eileen n her daddie..
    greeted him n we all needa go to hall asap..
    eil's dad walked e other way so we called him to come back..
    but lazy to walk, i called out loudly "DADDY!" den saw him turn back..
    haha..
    eileen was lik laughin l0r..
    den her dad walked wit us to e hall..
    took our result slips n other stuffs..
    den watch half e clip of our sec2 camp..
    haven reach our performance den dey cut e vid liaos..
    cool aircon,nice views.. we were practicalli sittin on e third row..
    1st n 2nd are for tchers..
    we din kno third cant n we don care..
    so jus listen to e talk..

    saw glynis behind us by a few 3 ,4 or 5 rows..
    n realised ive gotten used of her new hairlook..
    ohh well..
    ended at 9.04 n sandy dandy,tj n me walked to e mrt..
    saw teletubbie too..
    den walked wit him..
    reach hm seen his msg n look for e singtel web..
    30 mins ltr den found it..
    aiyo.. troublesome..
    xDD

    the beauty exposed ;

    Thursday, July 20, 2006


    wnt recess wit eli,jiun,yinggx,chuan n apple..
    saw H.B. walked past..
    den jiun was lik..
    "whee-u-whee ; H.B. lehhs..(donno howta spell his name)"
    l0l !
    so longg nebba see him l0r..
    thou on some very rare days,managed to spot him durin recess..
    jiun said she stil rmb last time i hugged him..
    DON HAF L0R!!
    don rmb at all..
    but if im not wrong..
    last yr(in-line skatin programme) donno whyys lost balance..den cant stop..
    n i was movin towards him..*uncontrolled*
    but my hands shield myself..so most likely i din hug him l0r..
    lol.
    but got bang until him.. >.<
    den she said mayb is HE hugged me..
    lol! i don hab tat memory of it..
    doubt so too..

    last week saw him too..but he 4plus den come..so it's lik "wasted" l0r..
    cos 5 den finish liaos..
    but todae he on e dot come..
    i tink he's helpin e coaches..
    givin out gears" n skates..

    drizzlin n therefore "borrowed" a space frm table tennis' territory..
    we learnt doin figure8..
    saw coach's example..
    n was so oh my god!
    his legs moved lik jelly!
    how flexible can tat be?
    so while we were practisin..
    he moved arnd , frnt n back..
    "stunts stunts stunts"..
    it's lik his skates very slippery..
    den can move as elegant as e coaches..
    so while doin figure8,dere r 2rows to practise..
    n i happened to be e 1st in e left row..
    suay suay he was inspectin/standin infrnt of me..
    which means e only thing tat is in between us is e rubber cones for practisin..
    don care him..
    jus skate..
    jus realised,e only ting i cudd learn n correct my mistake is skatin..
    xDD weird rites!
    so sandy knew abt last yr's matter..
    nddx she was givin eye expressions to tel me tat he's infrnt..
    l0l..
    TATS last yr..

    sandy miie totally enjoyedd it..
    but one bad point abt todae..
    I KEEP SEEIN JESSLYN LOR!!
    arghh..makes my blood boil..
    grr..
    al0t of time l0r..
    in library saw her;practisin saw her;even after we kept everythin ,
    chattin wit sandyu,chuan n apple ALSO saw her..
    bloodyHELL !
    hehs..
    heck care her..
    make myself angry can lose weight..
    hehees..
    xDD craziie miies..

    the beauty exposed ;

    Wednesday, July 19, 2006


    i kno im very rushy tis mornin..
    blame it on myself..for usin com till so late..
    *chatted too much*
    den din complete hmwk..

    admit todae scold al0t of vulgarity..
    sorry..
    realli "stressed"..
    it's lik..ask everyone for a ws paper..
    NO ONE HAS IT..
    ps jiun.. scolded knn infrnt of u,..
    >_<>

    darren was sayin tat we r dead..
    cos i haven finish my speech..
    so pissed..
    i m rushin but everythin went on slowly..
    i cant wait ..

    too impatient..
    so..
    here to sae ,
    sorry peeps whuu i scold v. on..
    but overall after eng..
    was much more relieved..
    very relieved.. VERY..




    den u online..sae how can bz until cant sms..
    tellin me how u risk ur fone , smsin miie..
    i understan.. thanks..

    but no matter how i explain..
    u stil tink deres space n time for me to reply u in e mornin..
    tats e impression u left..
    so i guess explanation arr not neccessary animore..
    plainly ur thinkin will be enuff.

    the beauty exposed ;

    Tuesday, July 18, 2006


    wore new unii todae..
    nddx many said it was too big ferr miie..
    wanted to change;but mom sae veryy troublesome..

    durin geog lesson had a fussy time..
    tj wanted to sit wit miie..
    but no space..
    but to tak chuan hui's n kenny's seats..
    chuan hui nbm.. cors can chat wit apple..
    den kenny started kpkb l0r..
    niam niam niam niam niam..
    sae craps tat includes "change seats"..
    saw tcher's expression..
    he muz haf known..
    shiet..
    was so SO pissed wit kenny oka..
    prolly can count miie as xiao qi..
    but im gonna make his life difficult..*if i can*
    needa congrats him..
    i dislike him more den i dislike jess..
    whooshh..
    kenny i wonder hu can save u in my mind..
    NO ONE~!

    sad case..

    frens quarrellin outta no reasons nddx it's lik..
    (hais.. not agn?!)

    so after sku wnt ta wynne's hse to watch Cars n Garfield2..
    yihan,apple n bibi were dere too..
    borrowed piratedd VCDs frm eil .
    veryy blurr..
    we cudd hear part of it..
    so arnd quarter of e show..
    we all don wanna watch liaos..
    wynne,bibi n yihan go do e speakers stuff for tml's "court hearin".
    left miie nddx apple..
    den change to Garfield2.
    watch watch den get bored oso..
    conclusion: both nebba watch finishh..

    bibi,yihan n apple needa go liaos..
    so we all wnt dwn to e playground n tak pics..
    in e end;if im not wrong..
    we del all except e first one.. .
    (x

    wnt back wit wynne n stayed in her rm..
    chatted lots abt e guys she used to/still like..
    n my ex-s n "events" happened last yr in e lan shop..
    blahblahs..
    we totallii chatted lots..
    6.40+pm..
    wnt backk..
    bus was full..
    so onli tis guy n miie fill up e space on e frnt steps..
    turned n hadda glimpse..
    ermm..
    he looked lik xiiaobee..
    but he got dye hair..xiiaobee nebba..
    well..
    see wrongly bahhhs..
    haas..
    tryin to go online befor goin ta bathe,
    saw baby was scratchin e wall..
    n "barkin" hardly but partially voiceless..
    standin wit his hind legs..
    ohh..
    saw somethin..
    got lizard on e wall!!!
    but it was far higher n baby cant reach it..
    hahah..
    so he wailed n wailed..
    den lizard vanished..
    stil rmb last time wen bro,his stead n i were out to plae gb in lan shop,
    n wen we came back..
    mom said baby killed a cockroach..
    wow.. but mom was afraid,so she shouted n shouted..
    baby gave e innocent look after killin it..
    as if he did a wrong thing..
    hahah..
    shall introduce..
    my new Baygon... Baby!!
    :DDD

    the beauty exposed ;

    Monday, July 17, 2006


    taught wj,apple,bibii n camiJie e beats..
    w0nder if ii shudd teach dem in e first place an0t?
    cos now arr practically bangin e tables in such rhythms which we cant resist in stoppin..
    xDD
    e so-called heartbeat is gettin hot n fresh in e area now..
    haha..
    we invented some rhythms n jiun combinedd all tgt..
    whheeheee...
    duration of e beats are extendin n ppl hu knew tis r increasin..gotta stop b4 every1 knows..
    sadly;common biatch cant learn it..
    if not she will hao lian agn,show off her "talent" which is lik kns,
    show her "BEAUTIFUL elegance" which made miie sick..
    stil rmb tat particular moment ..

    darren was made to stand bcos of e ting xie..
    darren:i don haf e paper for ting xie..so i donno e words..
    c.biatch:we ALL don haf e paper,n we stil haf our ting xie..(wit a jb look on her face)
    *freak off llaa.. we all haf e paper l0r.. stil sae we don haf..c.biatch don bullshit can anot.*
    rockie:oi jesslyn u don giv tat kinda face hor..
    me:nice one glynis,nice one!

    oka..horrible us..
    but i totalli love it..
    whu ask her wanna gei kiang(act smart)
    all haf paper,den sae don haf..
    if u wanna kana darren,muz see hu is arnd him wad..
    so stupid open mouth for wad..
    aiyo.
    hao lian bcome laokuii(sia suay)..
    tsk tsk..
    btw..
    i stil rmb last time durin proj wrk,
    all members of MCEW²S;
    mer,miie,elii,jiun,wynne n sandy;
    saw her np..
    hahaha..
    tell ya wadd..
    u can luff until ur jaw break ahh..
    woos..
    hehs..


    _________________________________

    fri bmt trainin was funn..
    played wit saun n i realised..
    he realli improved loads durin e june holidae l0rs.
    *regretted*
    shudd haf wnt for trainin..
    slowly i get my grip..
    tryin to tak over..
    prolly ii din warm up tats whyys..
    hahaas..

    ohh yaa..
    niida ask bibi wen her son's next soccer match..
    den mayb accompany her n watch..... xDD

    the beauty exposed ;

    Thursday, July 13, 2006


    chinese was e first lesson todae..
    nddx she sat on keane's seat; n keane had to sit HER seat.
    oka.. prolly to keane,it's a happy family.
    cos behind him ishh jian hui nddx si peng..
    had been cursin her e whole chinese lesson..
    e DOG family? she's part of it..
    so we've been callin her silently - common bitch.
    horrible miie.. but ii lik it.. x))
    gort back my chinese spelling book..
    n i KNEW it; I FLUNKED !
    arghh. so pathetic oka.. first time ii flunk chinese spellin tis yr..
    so she was lik,"camilla did u pass.."
    ohh yea great i knew u wudd sae tat..
    not gonna let u boast on ur dumb results.
    "why mus i let euu kno..?!"
    so glad ii replied tat l0r.
    haha..
    poor mango;his bk was "retained". cos he wrote english words "johnny/sotong ball" in e blank for e author's name.
    SAD! x)

    spnt quite some time talkin to bibi..
    first time talk so much wit her..haha..
    math tcher din come..
    so e relieved tcher came.
    apple sat wit miie;den mango sit wit lenson..
    find tat my math got al0t of mistake liao l0r.
    one ting ii cant lose to tat common bitch - maths.
    so i bucked up but in e end , miie n apple were e last 2 to hand in..
    in fact we din hand in.
    mr wong taught us e last Q.
    he's currently 20 if im not wrong..
    we were so clueless at first.. but ltr if we ever adjust our thinkings to his thinkin,we will understan.
    so he told us e "sad" story of his as a tuition tcher..
    he said he taught one student for a day,n on tat dae,student's mom asked him not to come animore..
    lol.. sad case lehh..
    so his dream of bein a tcher was dashed;e most possible reason why he was fried bcos he teach,e student don understan.
    haha..
    but overall,a nice person to get along with..
    sandy said he look quite lik one of e coaches in in-line skatin..
    quite..but in-line de more good lookin.. xDD

    in geog saw jian hui dey all copyin someone's bk..n SHE was sayin out loud "a don close my book,open leh"
    den saw her smilin without grittin her teeth n talkin..
    "oh pls;now she's GLOATING awae..halloo...?!"
    great.. jian hui overheard miie n gave those i-kno-hu-u-talkin-abt look..
    haha.
    ytd was talkin to him abt e dog family lor.
    haha.
    smart lehh..
    stil sae tats e only bitch he can think of..
    jian hui uu SO smart l0r..*smartiie*

    wnt to skss wit bibi to see her son..
    forgot his name,but i rmb his jersey number is 5..
    saw him.. tan.. nice skin tone..
    den saw him agn..ehh..
    wrong guy.. tis time saw e 22 de..
    haha..
    both look quite alike..
    den bibi helped miie on my compo,n we continue talkin abt his son n tat jersey 22 guy..
    lol..
    kao;bei fa xian le..
    some nort playin de saw us watchin..
    heck care.. watch n watch..
    bibi mastered e "feel e beat" beats n all..
    n we were watchin from 3plus to 4plus..
    den arnd 4plus jersey22 hurt his leg wen tryin to kik e ball..
    muz be one of e Yishun guy hurt him..
    *which b@st4rdd ?!!*
    argh.. haha.. but soon he went back playin agn..
    he's e defender if im not wrong..
    sadly he din manage to guard well n Yishun scored 2 goals..
    argh..
    wadda crapper...
    &^%$@#!
    hahaha..

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    Tuesday, July 11, 2006


    haha .. todae's eng lesson is horrifyin GREAT ! xDD
    it's abt urself n other 6 ppl.. in a bombshell.
    10 ppl.. nddx we rejectedd 4 ; others we all save ..
    1)tan mei mei
    - she's a prostitute..
    - 5 months pregnant somemore..
    - if we save her , she will eat more (got baby mahh)
    - whu knows she has any disease .. if have,baby born will oso die.
    - aniwae.. WHO CARES ABT E BABY?! (oops.. horrible miie..) xDD

    2) foo tai tai
    - she's oredii 50 plus ; dyin early doesnt matter .. ;DD
    - grateful for raisin up 6 kids; but.. haiya .. cannot . > <
    - will be a burden to her 6 children aniwae .. so why not jus .. u kno.. *ahem*

    3) *forgot his name* the clergyman ..
    (haha.. i SO totally love e reason why we reject him..)
    heard frens sae he's some kinda holy man .. so we onii haf one reason..
    - FAITH WILL KEEP HIM ALIVE ..
    (well .. good luck whidd tat den .. xDD)

    4)the biologist
    - she doesn wann any children ..
    - so whadd she's smart? after e attack, all technology will be destroyedd.
    - so main conclussion.. DIE LA .. aiiyo.. x.X


    sweet .. TOTALLY SWEET .. ABSOLUTELY SWEET !
    *wow* *see ants crawlin towards tis entry* ;PP

    blarrhhhss ... ~ !

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    Sunday, July 09, 2006


    truly sorry for whadd i've done .



    history of 1month ago repeatedd agn ..




    which ii dreaded most ..





    prolly tats how iit shudd ends ..



    frankly ; i didn wantedd to do tat at all ..
    it's jus tat ..
    iim realli stil unsure whadd my mindd realli wants..
    whadd ii reallii ask for.
    difficulties in miie may be nothin to euu..
    sorry if ii spoilt euur mood ..
    sincerely, i do..

    miie n my k0r arr n0thin more den ordinary ;
    words practically fail miie..
    speechless doesn mean ii don caiire..
    feelings inside had oredii answered ur question .
    but it doesn haf a mouth..
    how iss iit gonna voice out?

    whyy isnt dere a no in e my answer?
    tats bcos it's too direct ;
    i don wanna regret aniimore..












    left broken -`

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    Tuesday, July 04, 2006


    woke up in e mornin at 6.18am jus to hear my grandma sae im late for sku..
    *tsktsk* yea she's my livin alarm clock..
    i kno im rude but it's true tat i will wake up wen i hear her voice.
    hehees.
    serve miie rite for not informin my grandma..

    din went for badminton trainin as it was held in hougang sports hall..
    yucks, i totalli hate tat place ..
    ii rather haf trainin in hougang cc or tat creepy ghostly Aljunied Town Council..
    welp ; sry angelina nddx michelle..
    aint goin .. :P

    so e whole dae was doin nothin..
    den started playin gb agn..
    teehee..
    cos msn got nobody to talk , i mean no common de laa,
    xiiaobee nddx h0nggx k0r not online , plus no monie tuhh reply dem ..
    PATHETIC LOR .

    yepp ii lvl up oredii .. =)
    all these week since euu nbr reply,
    had been trainin hard to reach e same rank as euu ; gold axe..
    jus lvled up..
    double silver oredii..
    yays .. *yayness*
    1 more lvl up n i will be e same as u.
    whheeeheee // xDD
    so ytd mSnisgood(jon) trained miie how to use boomer..
    yeah.. i totalli suck at it..
    so after a few rnds he said i overthrew e tcher..
    haha.. he' s jus braggin..
    well.. to tink.. quite true.. :DD
    i lvl up usin boomer yet he haven lvl up yet..
    he's been losin to me too mani times tat he lost hope.
    so todae he was sayin he is a loser; losin to a gal sum more.. etc.
    not true tat boiis haf to win gals.
    mayb he jus cant accept it.
    so i rmb ytd he sae he needed monie to buy one avartar.
    n i bought for him..
    1month de Angel Of Death(head) ..
    33k gold..
    woo..
    buy until broke.
    thou cant afford limitless, but i hope he wil use it wisely n lvl up..
    he said he looked gay cos he's short of a silver hawk..
    hallo.. doesn mean i haf a set of Angel Of Death , a Silver Hawk n a Castle,
    euu haf to follow.
    speakin of which..
    he looked cool enuff in tat Angel Of Death set..

    ytd i oredii accepted e truth tat gb is ruinin my life..
    but jus abit more after i lvl up,
    i will buy full Panda set.. =)
    den i will not plae animore..

    xiiaobee has decided to quit maple..
    wonder if he will succeed quittin anot..
    h0nggx k0r doubt so..well.. im a lil suspicious..
    if he was ever caught playin.. he will be so dead..
    tats y i doubt he will succeed..
    cos it's lik.. who doesnt play games?
    if deres no games exist in e world.
    will anione survive?
    haha..

    after for so manii weeks, euu finalli talked..
    great .. as after all explanations, it finalli over..
    *i hope* =x
    apologies for not being so convincing tuhh euu .
    but to me, it's enuff to move myself.. xDD
    kkaee ..

    way to go girl! =DD

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    Sunday, July 02, 2006


    fri(ytd) was suchh a tirin dae..
    was drownin myself witt worriedd thoughts of thursdae's detention..
    pon mahh.. den frii worried lik hell l0r.
    needa thanks tingting for lendin ez link tuhh miie on thurs..
    hahaas.
    got a pale yellow card..
    2nd stage of detention..
    luckili it's a new fresh term.. so i had an hr detention onii.. =))
    mr soh retiredd..
    thou in my mindd i was glad tat ah soh wont be teachin miie math animore..
    but blame it on miie beingg too emotional liao..
    hahaha..
    stil rmb fri nite wnt to bring boyboy dwn for a quick walk ..
    got drag by him cos he's practicallii too hyper..
    so waitin for e lift ; i was playin wit boyboy..
    den lift reached 1st floor..
    saw someone ive nbr seen b4 (tgt wit his mom n younger bro mayb)..
    hmm..
    did he jus moved in or jus visitin e relative whu's livin under e same block as miie..
    we exchangedd diff looks n weird eye signs..
    HAHahaHAaha..
    stil rmb his i-donno-everything look..
    weirddd..
    mayb he's jus a pet lover..
    was smilin at boyboy wen boyboy nearli put paws on his "boardshorts"..
    cudd tell boyboy lik him loads.. as he wags his short short tail quicklii..
    hahahaa.

    so todae was e slackin dae..
    stay at hm , plae plae games..
    chat chat wiit lance.
    discussin e "weight" of hope..
    he said hopes aren meant to be fat..
    so thin hopes, obese hopes..

    blahhblahh.. crapss starts NOW! :DDD

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