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  • April 2006
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  • August 2006
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  • February 2007
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  • November 2008
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  • March 2009
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  • ...BEAUTITALK



     

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    Brushes- 1| 2

    Monday, August 28, 2006


    crapped wit tj durin science lesson..
    which made us luff lik shiet..lols..
    e theory of tis cranky time..
    "Say anything you wanted from your bottom of your heart;just add a 'no larhhs' can already."
    so we tried..
    miie:" tj , ur specs sucks...mei you larhh.. hahahaha"
    (practically jus a joke !)
    so we were addin e "mei you lah","no larh" n "zhen de lah" behind almost every statement..
    lols..
    maths lesson we sat tgt..cos we can discuss better..(:
    esp some stuffs i don understan n blah blah..

    wnt back home wit tingting(eunice) .
    started makin a SOMETHIN for tchers dae.
    tis yr makin for one tcher onli.. might not succeed..
    if it doesnt succeedd.. i will jus dump it n treat nothin happened.. O.O
    *lookin forward for tml* whheees..

    the beauty exposed ;

    Saturday, August 26, 2006


    "chatted" wit IT agn..
    practically IT jus told me tat IT's innocent n stuffs..
    tryin to buy me a racket to hide e fact tat IT scarred my racket.
    logically i wont forgive her..
    e scar IT left will make me rmb IT did tis to my racket..
    was disappointed in him..was speechless..absolute had nothin to sae to him.
    tats y i din talk to him.

    talked to crappy lance..sadly tcher not online..if not i bet tcher will cheer miie up in 5mins time..
    *which include all e 'dao li' n experience*
    ah gong lance managed to cheer miie up.. (:


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    stil rmb ytd's bmt..
    chattin wit saun in e mrt abt my drawin for lit's puppet show..
    n there..finally found somethin different between us.
    (other den our height,weight,age,gender,class)
    i lik drawin..he don lik..
    lols..e similarity.
    im "cheerful" , he's "cheerful".
    i love music despite if it's old song anot,he loves music despite if it's old songs..
    my psle aggregate score is 225,his too..
    psle math A*,his' too..
    tinks maths is simple n easy to solve, he thinks so too..

    tats y i treat him lik my replica.. (:
    stil haf one more..
    my eyes r brown..HIS EYES R BROWN TOO!
    hahahaa.. love his eyes..lols..
    he can be my younger brother liao lor..LOL !

    the beauty exposed ;



    was pissed wit dingqi todae..cos she stepped on my racket..
    damn her.. e gap is lik.. SO WIDE !! n she jus happily step on my racket n without an apology,she jus walked awae..
    of cos i shout at her larhh ! e racket is lik..
    e first racket i use my own monie to buy..?
    n practically nvr sae sryy.
    sadly..a late sorry is invalid..
    u haf missed e chance..deres no way turnin back ..
    at least jesslyn's much better den u..
    wow..finally someone's takin over jesslyn's position..sounds lik todae's Anthenium Day..
    she totally ruined my day..i had a gudd start in e mornin n she jus ruined it all.

    DON TALK ABT HER!

    wnt for bmt late cos grt home econ test..
    saw everyone was back..(seniors n all larhhs)
    angelina approached me if i wanna extend bmt playin time..
    OF COS WAN LA !
    yupps.. extend frm 4 to 6.. yay..
    wnt dwn wit her to buy my lunch - mash potato..
    came back eatin it.. saun suddenli came up to me askin if im stayin for e extension..ya..so can plae doubles..
    junior gals "woo-ed" us n after he left,one of dem sae actually got stuff to tell miie..see miie wit saun,clarissa held dem back..=.=
    yupps..4plus n we managed to plae doubles..
    miie n angelina vs saun n kaiyang..(cos i don wann rumours animore)
    halfway saun suddenli hurried miie..
    sayin "faster lehhs" repeatedly..
    n bcos of e bad mood i had in e mornin..i was influenced n tis is e first time im mad wit saun..
    straight awae gave him e cold n black look..din ans wadever he sae..
    but after awhile got talk liao..
    after game,wnt back to juniors dere n talk talk wit zhiyin n fionella.. abt e similarity between skatings n badminton..RUMOURS !
    hahaha.. skating sandy says me n hubert..badminton,gals sae me n saun .. =.=
    tats one thing i cant escape..hahaa..*ignre is e best policy* xD
    played doubles..miie n saun vs shanelle n zhiyin..
    den see dem pushin each other..both don wanna stand in frnt..
    so mayb me against saun den each of us choose either zhiyin or shanelle den mayb we can plae e game..
    but den dey jus sae don wann..giv "excuse" sae niida go home liao..*5.45pm*
    so dey left..includin e boys..n in e court left me n saun playin singles on one court..while e couple at e stage..2 min ltr dey left too..so left wit me n saun playin in tat old,puo puo lan lan de place..
    planned to plae a single's game..
    stuck at 1:1..
    den ltr started tellin him why im pissed n stuffs..
    chatted n plae..laughin at e actions we did wen playin..
    i anyhow plae.. lalalaas..
    cannot finish..so i changed it to game point 11..
    tats wen e clock struck at 6..a lil small tune..
    but i tink bcos e batt not strng enuff, e whole tune sounded so eerie.. omg..
    6.o5pm..end game liao..hahaa.. keepin time..throw everythin n chattin..*forgot wad we chat*
    took out e net.. den he needed my help n stuffs..suddenly e pole made a sound..lik..*boom*
    usualli such sound is made wen someone lift e pole abit den let go..den will haf e boom..
    eww..realli VERY EERIE LOR.. =S
    wnt back home wit saun...agn..used his fne n listened to tata young's crush on u..*an old song ive stopped listenin for 2 yrs*

    the beauty exposed ;

    Thursday, August 24, 2006


    eng compre test todae..
    craps larhhs.. it's hard..
    e worse ting is.. I DIN COMPLETE MY SUMMARY !!!!!
    die liao larhhs.. fail liao l0rs.. *sobs*

    for e past 2 days.. got 2ppl ask miie if im 2gether wit saun..
    JUNIOR GALS AHH !
    especially zhiyin..
    TALK SO MUCH !! stil sae wad..
    if don wan saun den giv shanelle..
    LOL !!!!!
    made miie luff lik hell larhhs..
    1st > saun's not a product.
    2nd > UNDERSTAN HIS FEELINGS !
    lols..
    had skating.. next week is e last session liaos.. sad..
    had great time wit mr raj(instructor whu "relief" rey)..
    he told miie stuffs abt e lady he was talkin to in e afternoon..
    lol !
    shock to hear frm him..cos if he says he doesn wanna tell,i wont force him..(force him for wad? lol. not my mom's prob. =X)
    well..but a great thanks cos at least he trust miie. (:
    realli hope next week rey wudd come..mr raj come also larhhs..
    den we all will haf a great time playin tgt durin e last session..
    LOVE EVERYONE IN E SKATINGS CCA..*sandy don tink too far*
    and definitely,I WILL MISS ALL INSTRUCTORS !
    had a fun time talkin wit uncle edwin,mr raj n ken lor..
    cos took own sweet time to tak out gears n complain e gears r stinky..(it's a fact !!)
    den uncle edwin n mr raj pushed all e smelly gears to me..
    EVEN TRY TO KIDNAP ME!
    fakin de larhhs..hahaa
    fakin to pull miie in to deir lil bus..
    sandy din come to save miie lor !
    den we got uncle edwin's number..PRANK CALL TIME !
    nahh.. not so "kong xian"..
    yupps..waved goodbye to dem.. ppl whu light up my world..(:
    so now awaitin for tis friday..den can see ALL the JUNIORS..
    haf fun lik last fri..(:
    LOVE MY JUNIORS TUHH BITZX ! xD

    btw zhiyin...not changin song liaos.. wait next time den change.. HAHAAS !

    the beauty exposed ;

    Tuesday, August 22, 2006


    IM EARLY TODAY !
    whhees.. n im sure im DEFINITELY NOT caught by saun..HAHAAs.
    Ms Tan B.C. came announcin abt the Samsung In-Line Skating festival n e inter-school - fastest.
    tis event,which i took part too, is like.. SO OVER....?!
    now den announce? LOLS !
    e fastest,which i din took part in, was announced...hubert's name first..
    so my first reaction was.."WHERS SANDY?"
    phew she's not near miie..so i jus clapped along..
    den tcher called my name n amanda's..
    some 2uni n 2dil de ppl look at miie..includin eileen..
    n of cos i blush lik hell larhhs..*told ya i blush easily liaos*
    so wen i reach back klass..
    sandy suddenli came to miie n gave a WIDE smile..
    heheeWAD?!!! n wad she sae was onli.."he todae shuai hor.."
    lols ! i get wad she meant..
    wadda lor.. over liaos stil don believ..stil down dere sayin.."he todae shuai hor.."
    lols.. she said gly comment tat he's kinda geek-ish..
    well..not realli larhhs.. a lil retarded lor..
    mayb he's nervous or somethin? hahaas.
    so e WHOLE 15 miins she was down dere givin miie tat smile..
    lols..behind her smile,deres somethin hidden... xD
    sandy , WIPE TAT SMILE OFF UR FACE ! xDD

    p.e. time.. 2.4km..
    ran wit wynne..i paced her..
    until 2nd rnd's first stretch she stop liao..
    ask miie continue runnin.. cos she jus runnin along wit miie..
    so .. okae lor.. but my pacer gone liao.. whu will help miie maintain?!!
    no choice..so jus kiip movin on.. cant stop..if not wil fail..
    3rd rnd..aka last rnd.. saw shanelle n zhiyin walkin..
    LOL ! gave a HI-tap on their backs n kept on runnin..
    *poof!* suddenly shanelle started runnin.. ran pass miie.. good luck mann..
    actualli shanelle is jus lik miie.. we got e same SIZE.. but our stamina.. ehh..hahahaha.. shudd get wad i mean.. she got gudd stamina..KIIP IT UP!
    3/4 of e last rnd,saw wynne sittin at e void deck.. den she came up n ran wit miie..
    legs r tired..cant go on.. my jiao suan..!but in e end got finish larhhs..
    n i was damn surprise of my result.. 14min29s !
    OMFG ! since wen i run so fast? *to me,i count tat fast liaos*
    yupps..thou im not e fastest few..but im satisfied.. :)
    so me n wynne walked up back to e space.. but she was kinda unwell..
    we sat on one of e sofas at e space n infrnt of us has 3guys1gal..
    talktalktalk..i tink dey pon lesson.
    frankly i LOVE starin at ppl..not lik those typ see until eyes pop out larhhs..
    jus lookin at e same person for quite some time..
    so i was starin at tis guy hu is sittin oppo e gal..
    oka..LOOKIN in progress..
    he realli look lik chen wei lian lor !
    HAHAA! horrible me..but he looked a BIT lik e thai guy frm e in line skating - longest.
    talktalktalk..wynne said he may be e desmond toh her frens were talkin abt..but bcos he nvr wear name tag,we wont kno..
    go ask him lar..tatswad i sae..i don mind goin up askin actualli.cos it's lik helpin my fren..so nothin to shy/malu abt..xD
    wnt to compass point wit wynne n yihan..den buy lunch..
    HOME! xD

    the beauty exposed ;

    Monday, August 21, 2006


    aiiyahhs.. ii kno i haf a bad memory larhhs..
    so i turned memories in2 impressions..n in2 music.
    as in..if i listen to tis particular song,it will remind miie of euu..(see wad type of song first..don understan den forget it.)


    hmm..lets see..
    not many larhhs..
    ermms...


    saun - all backstreet boys' songs.
    jian hui - ALL busted's songs
    nigel - yellowcardd's song(almost all)
    pearson - trance n technos
    sandy - craig david - dont love you no more
    bibiana - david powter - bad day
    meryl - M2M - mirror mirror
    k7 - technos wit loadsa remix
    mixue - pussycat dolls - stickwitu
    1st bro(randall) - blue(techno)(remix)
    stacy - simple plan's first album's songs

    chuan hui - F.I.R songs
    2nd bro(meldon) - my chemical romance's im not okay(i promise)
    yu h0nggx k0r - bu de bu aii
    glynis - why dont you be my hero
    maryse n joanna - eminen's ass like that.. xDD

    hahaas.. well..i guess..tats all (:

    the beauty exposed ;

    Saturday, August 19, 2006


    was actualli late for sku..but luckily e train delay SAVED me !
    woos ~ saw eugene was late too.. hahahahaas .. same reason too.. (:
    stil rmb seein 27mins for e train to come,i nearly wnt to e staffs n curse dem til dey die..well,fortunately,i did not.. (: how kind.. xD

    assembly talk was abt STDs.. n surprisingly dey showed real pics.. not lik our sec2 science textbk..all cartoon pics.. =.=
    recess ate spaghetti(don remind miie of pasta) altho im tired of it..
    sku dismissed n miie was completin my math hmwk..walked past sec1 klasses n realised dey all havin dnt test.. wakakakaas..
    wnt dwn to canteen wit jiun n had lunch wit ding qi n elaine..
    jus settled dwn on e seat n someone called miie(sounds lik saun). yeaps,it's saun..
    weird..i din see him all along wen he's jus behind miie?
    camilla u niid a new pair of specs.. xD

    reached hougang cc exactly at 2.30pm...mr lee was surprised..x)
    joanna , marrise, glenn n darren were dere..
    so i very sians..sit at e steps n awaited for e sec1s..
    hopin huihui or saun will come first..(more on huihui..)
    den bcos of one incident,i dreaded tat saun will come first..
    dammit,he came first.. =.=
    sian diao..so watched glenn n darren lobbing..
    e diff between gals plae n guys plae bmt is,gals r more tricky..
    while guys,dey haf loadsa actions n craps n strength in e game..
    i assume glenn is stronger cos he hit damm hard larhhs.. shuttle flew lik a rocket.. o.O(oka too exaggeratin)
    huihui finalli come,wit leena..followed by irin..
    boys "all" come le..n officially,nova n i are on "hi-ing" terms..(at least we don argue animore)
    did footwork n my leg "puo pi".. pain larhhs.. huihui helped miie ask plaster..no one has it..even mr lee(coach)
    suddenly warren poped out sayin he got plaster..wahhs! my saviour.. xD
    got tisse anot? lols.. he oso have..
    warren = my mobile first aid kit.
    hahaas..no larhhs.. he's a gudd boyy.. very ting hua n lik those type of innocent kid..haha.. but ltr he kana bullied.. =X
    usually lobb wit saun,plae doubles will tag wit saun..
    but todae,i tag wit huihui..lobb wit huihui(im her 14th laoppo !)
    was lucky tat nothin happen to my right hand todae.. (:
    so played doubles; huihui n miie vs saun n another sec1 boy..
    plae abit onlii den got chase outta court cos some other ppl payed for e court liaos..
    =.= !!!!! arghh!!! everytime don haf a proper game de lehs..
    hmph..walked wit sec1 gals to e stage..4.55pm
    talk n talk n talk..
    den suddenly donno whu suggested to customise a dry-fit shirt for all sec1s n includin .. ME !
    hahaa..weird..so i will be e onlii sec2 wearin e same shirt if tis "proj" is successful..
    we were crappin n designin e patterns on paper..
    n tat zhiyin hor..aiyo..buai tahan ahhs..
    wrote me <3 saun.. =.=
    den cancel until so obvious.. saw everythin le l0r..
    zhiyin sae shannel got competitor liaos.. lol !
    she talks so much abt him..most probably she likes him larhhs..
    still pull miie dwn to water.. tsk tsk..zek ark(zuo er)
    so my back was facin him,zhiyin sat at my left side,fionella on my frnt right..
    (4got whu sat beside miie =X)
    i bent right dwn cos drawin on e paper , usin e stage floor as my table..
    so zhiyin sae im showin my butt at him =.="
    *really wanna kill zhiyin*
    den she kiip sayin everytime he miss,he will turn back n look at US(zy insisted is look at miie.)
    n successfully,she managed to influence all e other gals..
    n ALL were against miie..sayin he's lookin everytime he miss e shot..
    so i gave a small smile as i listen to deir craps while scribblin words..
    dey all sae im arhm chio LOR !
    wao~ bei yuan wang lehhs..
    im givin e kids-nowadays smile..ya..i mean..yeahh..but..
    ARGHH !! FORGET IT!
    every step he walked towards our bunch, zhiyin will report l0rs..
    lik as if she's my p.i. liddat..
    *ignre ignre!*
    btw fionella..im MS TAN. nort MRS TAN..
    well.. i don see UR NICHOLAS aniwher.. (:
    he's extremely resposive..call him fionella de dardar he ans l0r..
    so ting hua.. euu tamed him rites.. woos ~!

    LOVE ALL MY JUNIORS; LOVE U ALL MY JUNIOR GIRLS ! ;)

    the beauty exposed ;

    Friday, August 18, 2006


    right hand stil hurts .. n practically look lik as if my right arm is shortened cos i cant stretch straight owaes..
    ima panda todae..jus bcos ytd nite needa turn my hse upside dwn for e sake of my english file..plus..
    makin his name usin wire..hard i can sae..cos his name cost miie loadsa wires..
    unlik my senior's name..first attempt n it's successful..
    p.e. lesson.. thought gonna run 2.4km but tcher sae next week..=.=
    yupps..so roamed arnd at e sit n reach booth.. saw mr wong agn..
    said hi..n he stare at miie for awhile..den smile as he sae needa ask miie somethin..
    lols.. den he sae it's inappropriate to ask..
    o.O" diao?
    so miie n wynne persued..he stil donn wanna sae..
    wads so inappropriate abt?
    m i too weird?? or wad.. wad did ii do?why smile until as if im very funnie liddat?
    mr wong.. kiipin ppl makin wild guesses is a bad thing u kno..
    so in e end he stil nvr tell lo..
    den sae wad..next time wen he saw miie outside sku..den he will tel miie..
    yeahh rites.. gnna chase him next week..
    gotta kno wads e "inappropriate question"...

    the beauty exposed ;

    Thursday, August 17, 2006


    givin out fliers to diff block todae..
    abt notifyin neighbourhood citizens abt next wed's recyclin activity..
    whereby other klass students goin round collectin newspapers..
    miie n mango partner.. hahaas.. took block 464 n 404..
    wnt to block 464 first.. he hold all e fliers n i hold on to my water bottle..
    suddenli he pass me e fliers.. den spray some mints in2 his mouth..
    LOL !
    not lik he's meetin clients lik adults do.. wadd for..?
    afraid tat his breathe cudd kill e neighbourhood citizens?
    xDD cranky craziness..he took back e fliers..
    den we in tis small n dim lift..all e way to 14th floor..
    chat some bitz n waited..abit of awkward silence la..hhahaa...
    den wnt door to door..yadayada..den came to tis family..
    onli got mother n son..son in upper sec..*i bet*
    den he's half naked.. =.=
    n tat family is chinese family..means needa speak mandarin de.n usualli all chinese speakin job is miie do de..but bcos of him.."kaes..ben u do e talkin..i go awae first.."
    walk walk walk..came across tis instructor's hse.. who looked lik lenson.. o.O
    next past a hse whereby e dog is HUGE !!!!!!!
    very huge.. it's head is bigger den mine..
    golden retriever..
    it's higher den my waist! ! but cute..


    sprainingg day ..
    got a pair of slippery skates..
    which sometimes is beyond my control.(yikes!)
    saw e new instructor.. hais.. *miss rey*
    if only he don haf e dumb exams..den he wil stil be our intructor..
    but tis new intructor oso quite *cute*.. wad i really meant was.. he acts lik a kid..cranky..
    still stick tongue out.. *act cute* xDD
    finally mastered e parrellel turn..turnin left almost killed miie n my right leg..
    had a minor sprain on my right knee wen i fell.

    playin time.. plae loads n bcos of e slippery skates,..miie n sandy clashed..
    both of hip bone *BOOM* n got blue-black..
    hurt my right elbow..
    damn pain..
    spraiined.. =.=
    HOW M I GONNA PLAY BADMINTON ON FRIDAY?!

    quarrelled wit him agn..thought todae is gonna end bad..

    but guess i was wrng.. back on e track a few mins after e quarrel n currently watchin vid of him n koocher ! *iil0vek0ocheR* ((:

    loadsa lorve ~!

    the beauty exposed ;

    Wednesday, August 16, 2006


    saw wad she bll0g on mon n tues..
    damn it..im lik..so crushed ..
    i shuddn haf tag her..
    den nth will happen .
    asked her tat Q(1st tag) bcos tat time we(him,miie.) oredii frens le .
    mayb she cudd .. u kno.. yupps.
    definitely not sayin he's a gift or anithin.. aint kickin him to other ppl too .
    jus tat.. AIYAH. hard to explain larhhs .
    so tats how everythin started .
    wasnt aware tat dey quarrelled after im offline or somewher dere?
    until todae den i read everythin.
    he's too mean. way to mean..

    LOVE can be an unexplainable feeling..
    n i asked tat Q... at tat time im lik kinda give up on him..
    i mean.. we quarrelled loads,hurtin each other's feelings..even b4 we stead?
    absurb.. n most of e time is due to a stupid game n e aussie n abitsa jealousy?
    crankiie craziness..(new quote!)
    not tryin to spike or creatin trouble..

    yupps.
    heard his aunt's health is in a critical condition..
    God bless her .
    __________________________

    wnt for tuition todae n tcher's main topic is all abt sex .
    premarital sex to be exact .. n all e consequences ..
    abt a gal got pregnant at e age of 13 .. twice..
    14 yr old stead was sent to boys' home for 3yrs ..
    yada yada..
    teachin us whu to approach wen u realised u r pregnant..
    PARENTS OF COS !
    parents will be angry of cos.. but afterall.. dey will be behind euu owaes til e end ..
    everyone knows..
    but the thing is .. we aren gonna haf sex at such young age n we arent pregnant now..?
    yeahh.. but a great sex education..
    smooth tuition even thou i was late for tuition.. *phew*

    hope everythinggs alrites to those around miie..
    *get well soon ms chew*

    the beauty exposed ;

    Monday, August 14, 2006


    Friday o4 aug o6 ;

    stil cant f0rget b0ut gettin a tighten curfew agn last nite frm my tutor..; tis time rnd.. it's worse.. =x
    -hav to get permission tuhh go out;includin time-in time-out..
    -no playin/usin of com except weekends.. 2hrs per day. =.=
    worse stil..ive got myself a house-chores-after-school-timetable .
    GREAT~ nddx no tebee till 7pm.. no radios at home.. HOW M I SUPPOSE TO SURVIVE?? i kno tis benefits my studies(probably) as i haf plenty of time.. wnt for badminton trainin in e afternoon;venue was changed as someone needed e hall . so we were at aljunied town council , quarrelled with a malay guy for awhile . team wit saun , we played doubles wit our seniors . we lost . :)
    tthe game ended too fast so saun requested for a re-match ; seniors were clueless so we convinced them to plae wit other sec1s ..
    *the power of persuasion* okae .. practicalli we arent serious in both games .. so... yupps . we lost agn .. xDD
    hahaa .. but we had fun . Much fun . (:
    saun's klassmate start e "hairy boyfren" nonsense agn . arghh ignre him , don caire . so ltr wnt back hm tgt wit saun . . .

    Saturday o5 aug o6 ;

    Housechores Day . every weekend is a Housechores Day.. so wads e conclussion bout tis housechores stuffs? issii for e sake of cleaniness & makin it a habit OR m i bein trained to be a part-time maid? i wont wanna open a cleanin agency in e future.. x.X
    CLEAN almst all e places .. tats wad i did .. and realised..
    TML HAVE SKATING COMPETITION !! woohhoo ~! cant wait.. I CANT WAIT !!! (:

    Sunday o6 aug o6 ;

    woke up at 3.53am jus bcos i f0rgot to put alarm .. *hehs*
    replied his msg n realised he's awake too ! o.O
    both of us were shocked to see e replies we get .. he's playin dota at tat time n tellin miie abt it . wad i realli care is , i wan U to slp . mayb he jus din get e inner msg im tryin to tell him.. so i wnt back to slp .
    6.2o am . 5mins bfor my alarm rang , i woke up . haha..
    got myself rdy andd . . . CHARGE ! to City Hall MRT Station !
    reached dere nddx sandy wasnt dere yet . called her .. she din ans .. OMG !!! so we didn wait n were on our way to Padang , kylie asked if im interested in playin guitar or drums . Weird ! thou i AM interested (esp electric guitar), but i said no . i bet my tutor wont allow miie to join band stuffs de l0r .. so stop ur ambition craps,camilla..
    Longest Human Chain event is gonna start . n our H.I. grp were seperated in2 2.. carson n others were in grp1,while kylie, amanda n miie were in grp8 . kylie pushed me in frnt(of her onii). so e arrangement became miie,amanda n kylie instead of kylie miie den amanda..
    okae.. saw tis thai/vietnamese guy infrnt of miie.. (i assume he's a thai) 2nd guy's waist im gonna hold on to for e sake of skatin.. so i asked him if i cudd hold his waist now cos e race is gnna start any min.. he jus turn back n gave a broad smile.. captivatin one.. (:
    ltr instructor said somethin..din tak note of it..so i asked him.. he jus gimme hand signals instead of tellin miie face to face.. omg.. don tel miie he don understan or speak english?!! nbm.. so i nodded lik a idiot n WHHEEEE !!!
    the Chain moved on.. ((:
    it was SO fun ! saw Hubert wearin tat helmet...hahahhaa.. mushroom head.. but he's alrite wit it..seriously ! so durin tis event.. we had loadsa "traffic jams" n breakings of Chain . amanda was screamin n pullin my shirt tightly while i was TRYIN to calm her down.. cos e harder she pulls my shirt , e more my stomach is gonna suffer.. so while miie n amanda were "communicatin" , realised tat thai guy was ahm chio(tou xiao/giggling) . n due to tis , i often broke e chain.. cos amanda simply pull miie dwn .. surprisingly , looked back n reached out his left hand to me.. is tis some kinda drama whereby e scene shudd haf a bright light shining upon him?
    hahaa.. so of cos grab his hand la..if not will realli break chain.. n tat happen loadsa times cos of amanda.. =x
    so it is lik.. im either breakin frm him,or knockin in2 him.. HALLO PPL .. pls use e BRAKES ! finalli it's over.. YAYS !
    checked fone.. sandy finalli called.. exactly on e time wen e event was ended - 10am. so we meet sandy n wnt to burger king wit ms tan b.c,kylie,carson n amanda.. ms tan's treat ! (:
    *munch munch munch* half way eatin..saw rey n another instructor..(4got his name) so dey joined us..
    chat chat chat wit rey.. lalalaas , blablablaahhs.. all abt him,his studies,his cert n all..
    saw ms chew too.. o.O"
    den donno whyy suddenli moodless.. ignre amanda.. gave her cold shoulder.. *sorry* i m aware of it.. if not i ask sandy if im very mean to her for wad? yepps.. reached padang(back agn) to watch e race for e fastest 4.. chattin wit him usin smses , n waitin for e race to start ..
    hahaa.. i said i will giv dem moral support . den hubert sae don scream can lia0s ..
    hahaa.. fat hope . euu t0t im g0nna scream mehhs . haas .
    *sms in progress* while rey n sandy were beside miie . chat abit , den sandy treat miie honeydew drink .. yumyum ! so yummy ! ((:
    gave ice tea to rey n amanda ..
    OH OH ! n e race starts ..
    hubert's team were e 2nd last to go .. chiongg !!
    god bless .. realli .. n i hope kylie wont fall agn..
    yepps.. n we got 2nd place !
    *show off time*

    Monday o7 aug o6 ;

    NAPFA 5stations todae.. standin broad jump surprised miie loads.. tort im gonna reach 140+ cm onii.. was freakin shock to see e actual result.. lols..
    saw e math "relief" tcher at e sit n reach booth..
    haas.. smile smile.. den apple sae he's blushin.. LOL ..
    weather hot la.. sad.. slack loads in sit n reach.. onii 47cm.. increase 2cm onlii.. SOBS !! gotta train hard lerhhs..
    ltr meet up wit tuition cliques.. for awhile.. den wnt back home.. waste my time.. sian diao..

    Tuesday o8 augo6 ;

    half day.. saw carson in e ncc grp .. wow .. din kno he's frm ncc .. o.O
    rushed hm instead of eatin breakfast wit sandy-dandy,tingting,bibinana n rockie..
    ltr tuition.. first time doin homework at home(tis yr) yay ..
    congrats miie.. but i stil doubt i kai qiao liaos.. hahaha..

    Wednesday o9 aug o6 ;

    on 9 aug o6, frm 1.09pm,ive told 3lies to him .. ive been tryin to push him awae . i don wanna let him suffer anymore in his so-called one sided love.. after sendin e msg,tellin tat i don believ in e word "US" ; Mariah Carey's We Belong Together was played.. DRATS . it's betta to suffer short pain now n pushin blames to me ; rather than draggin tis problem.. Contradiction ; but i don wanna regret . i hate n fear regretin tings

    i do. helped gramma put ointment to let her haf a gudd nap.wad r my plans todae?stay at home n rot..

    anywae..
    HAVE A JOYOUS NATIONAL DAY EVERYONE !
    thou i don realli lik national day .. but theme songs reminds miie of my childhood.. abt miie n my k2 cuties singin together in 1998..
    forgot wad song.. Home i tink..
    cuddnt go skatin in east coast park.. damn sad lurhhs..

    Thursday 1o aug o6 ;

    stay at home agn .. don wanna go out.. go out needa get permission..
    lazy larhhs.. den missed out skatin agn ..
    sobsob.. realli wanna skate lor..
    mom don trust instructor..wad can i do?

    Friday 11 aug o6 ;

    back to sku agn.. assembly was borin..but art was great..
    bendin metal stick to make 3 diff shapes.. wows..
    odd day.. peii da lao po(jiun,eli,zii,chuan,yinggx).. so wnt recess..
    bought wrng drink..*yucks*
    badminton trainin.. was late bcos left wallet in klassroom..gotta run back to tak den go hougang cc..
    thnks sandy..
    huihui was laughin at miie..cos im late.. =.=
    did some simple "lobbin" n i failed to do so.. SHIET !
    im realli slackin..
    ps angelina(sorry) cos saun sae wanna plae doubles agn..
    whheees.. but no court.. hais.. so see him waited aimlessly yet determined n patiently.. but seniors got e court agn.. so i waited for my turn to go against angelina..
    saw saun with his i-never-see-b4-de-weird-look..
    cuddn concentrate..lost to her.. dang..don caire..
    refreshment time..stil see saun,warren n e two sec1s i played against last week.. all 4 were stil at e same place..waitin for vacancy..
    ke lian lehhs.. den finalli at 5pm..we finalli got a full court for we five..no ..four.. warren not playin.. whenever miie n saun tag team in doubles.. we nvr ever get serious n play properly..
    even thou i sae muz be serious..but i din.. too.. haas...
    not long.. oppo were winnin.. n cudd see saun was oredii gettin tense by then.. den on e very important moment.. tat malay guy(nova),e one i quarrelled last week, was chasin us outta court n distractin us.. saun cuddnt tak it den scold back.. all e #@!%^&#* came out frm his mouth n nova's..
    den jun kai joined in.. calmed saun dwn ..jus ignre them..
    game set.. n it was late.. grab my uni n off to e Ladies..
    to tink..tat was e first time i saw saun flarin up..but he din flare up at gals.. haha..good good.. ((:
    wnt back to court to get my bag..
    heard nova tellin miie.."your boyfren scold miie ********** bastard.."
    PLS.. saun's not my boyfren..he's onii sec1.. ignre them..
    wnt back;took bus 62 wit saun..
    wnt to pei's hse.. niida test her younger bro's chinese dictation.. james donno alot in e dictation.. n i can onii go back hm wen he completes his dictation.. so made loadsa actions to assist him..
    8plus..stil haven finish..but i go home liaos.. pei said he learn agn.. haha.. ke lian.. god bless larhh ahhs.. (:

    Saturday 12 aug o6 ;

    wronged by tutor.. i cried as i do my housechores..
    damn my 2nd bro..anihow sae.. den i kana..
    wnt online.. din see him online..he's stil outside watchin fireworks..
    den jianhui online..talk to miie..
    askin miie got wad hmwk.. lols..
    good old jian hui.. owaes ask ppl got wad hmwk..
    so he told miie he got sweet little bubblegum..
    I WAN !!
    hmm..wait..HEY !!
    makin fun of my blog name issii..
    *bish*
    but definitely i wan bbg !! (:

    Sunday 13 aug o6 ;

    ahh yeahh.. finalli finish my diary ..
    spendin days without computer is hard to tahan..
    but i haf to.. in order to get my curfew lifted..
    hope he cudd wait for miie.. but it's oka if he doesn wan to..
    lik wad he sae.. no point clingin on to somethin tat wans to let go..
    realli had enuff of accusin n stuffs.. which made miie tend to give up easili..

    -

    chatted wit pearson online..
    received pics from glynis..
    a sample..



    hahaa.. edited abit of cos..
    took in klass.. durin self study..
    n heres a peek of pearson's art..
    is he tryin to imagine miie in pink specs?
    tats e first impression i getwen i received tis pic.. :


    hahaa.. nice try pearson ..
    but anw..i look nice.. (x
    hey hey.. im not bein thick skin or wad..
    tis is called LOVING MYSELF.. ((:

    the beauty exposed ;

    Friday, August 04, 2006


    earli todae! so no detention no nothin.. had e play agn durin chinese lesson.. n tis time..i talked softer.. =x
    din go run for 2.4km napfa..
    so miie,sandy-dandy,rockie n eil chatted abt stuff..
    quite juicy..

    din talk to him e whole mornin..
    *miss euus*

    china gals finalli came to our klass..
    yeah..
    they r much prettier den jesslyn.. (:
    n jesslyn was lik..
    usin jianhui's both-r-mine-sign..
    means puttin arms arnd both left n right chairs..
    seen ppl zaogeng..
    first..e china gal(right)..
    next, jian hui..
    lol..
    i din notice until apple n lenson were gigglin n she gave me e eye sign..
    oooOOOooOOooo...!
    SAW IT!
    haha..
    n his back is facin directly at me..
    lol..oh my god..
    tats underwear.. but if it's colour is brighter,it will be my fav colour..
    >.<
    xDDD
    wahahahahaas..

    came back played dota..
    i finalli made it!! yay!
    24 mins to victory..
    whees..
    n of cos,got use cheat code llaa..
    hahahaas..
    cheat code to get monie onii..
    sians..now tuition..
    for eng..which din help miie at all?


    will be reachin potong pasir arnd 6.30pm..

    SOMEBODY SAVE ME!!

    the beauty exposed ;

    Thursday, August 03, 2006


    felt a lil *haiyahh* in e mornin..
    cos im lik..jus late for a few seconds??!!
    arghh!! but anw,, i deserved it..
    HAHAHA..
    eng speech abt cosmetic surgery was next..
    too excited..
    but donno whyy i breath too much..
    hahas.. n ended up as if im breathless..
    oka.. jus nervous.. tryin to calm myself in case i turn back to e time wen havin e Valilee Ngiam speech..
    i wont wanna see myself tremblin uncontrollably agn..
    oso donno why last yr's oral speech(mr jeff) i got 1st..
    stil rmb i laokui(embarrass) on The Speech Day 'o5 ..
    omg..horrible..e worst nightmare..

    was chattin wit eugene abt e Kids Central 's sept event..
    abt teen titan's beastboy 's jaw bein weirdly arranged;
    n how justice league's hawkgirl turned out to be SO obese(fat) in e event..
    hahaas.. had a great luff..
    detention was next..thought was goin to haf lunch wit eug..
    but got detention..so cant..
    2.15pm.. n i noticed eug loiterin outside e rm im in..
    o.O
    he waited SO LONG?!
    so touched lo.. i cud sae..
    had lunch wit him.. den amanda came n ask if he's my stead..
    DIAO x infinity
    halloo... he's younger den me n prolly..shorter den me?
    omg.. to tink amanda wud sae tat.. totalli amazed..
    saw jesslyn along wit e china gals n guys along wit other klass e ppl..
    gettin rdy for skatin..
    i was lik...
    HUH......................
    but one ting i forgot abt in-line..
    FIRST LESSON - SAFETY 'S FIRST (:
    yay!! means dey all haf to go thru first lesson first..
    whheees..
    had peace n glad.. played wit sandy (turnings)
    n we noticed huebert cut his hair.. whoa..
    i nearli cant recognise him..
    oh well.. gudd den..
    practicalli , i jus forgot tat..
    TIS SUNDAE IS THE SKATIN COMPETITION!
    hurray!!

    wnt home.. cut hair.. trim to be exact..
    but it looks lik my hair has not been cut liddat..
    lols.. ohh well..

    the beauty exposed ;

    Wednesday, August 02, 2006


    heard frm jesslyn tat tml twiinnin programme, she's gonna be in e IN-LINE SKATING WITH THE GIRL(hope it's a gal) .
    oka..practicalli..
    i haf no bad blood wit tat china gal.. n i don hate china or wad so ever..
    BUT...(rebuttal time)
    i don lik jesslyn..
    n i can realli sae tat..
    cos deres no point talkin behind her back..
    she knows it,im sure..
    still rmb mschew said tat..
    "wadever u do to others,u will oso get e same treatment somedae."
    okae, SOMETHIN LIDDAT..
    bad memory,cant rmb EVERY single word she says.
    for instance.. i don mind at all..
    but recentli i've got tired of her(jess).
    she don bidch me,i wont bidch her..
    mayb i will be unfriendly to e china gal..
    mayb onii..
    jus understan.. sorries..(to e china gal)(whu practicalii wont read tis)
    i haf a feelin tat tml's in-line skatin wudd not turn out to be as nice as usual..somehow..
    p.s. gal's instinct,sometimes,IS VERY ACCURATE. sometimes..
    unless im stil immature lo.. =.=



    usualli seen baby squeezin on e bro's bags for comfort, i can stil rmb he's a distructor too..
    stil rmb last time mom left one whole page of newspaper frm straits times..n he was sittin on it..
    (size of 2pages)
    tat was bfore i wnt to use e com then..
    so after quite awhile..
    i came out..
    i saw e neat folded newspaper turned in2 strips of paper..
    omg..
    he can tak over e machine whereby u put a intact paper,it comes out to be strips of paper..


    bloggin halfway,(edit to be exact), 2nd bro was chattin on e fone wit Her in e same rm as miie..
    mushy stuff..yada yada..
    den comes e funny part..
    he started to tak a pic of baby..
    n baby haf e-im-dyin-pose..
    n it's called.."life as a dog".
    den looked thru his gallery(in his fone) n burst in2 laughter..
    he showed miie..
    PICS OF HIS JB LOOK!! of cos is make on purpose de llaa..
    e first one is e funniest.. look damn lik a retardded oka.. HAHA..
    n he said he took these jus to cheer ppl up..
    hahas.. wad a cl0wn.. (x

    the beauty exposed ;

    Tuesday, August 01, 2006


    saw lance agn..on last thurs..
    so coincidence..twice liaos lor..
    met in e same place - MRT .
    same station somemore..Sengkang..
    wadda heck..
    he was wit his fren n ii was on wae back home wit a Justice-Bao's-orhlulu(black)-look..
    definiteli i was..
    jus finished tuition..whereby i was almost killed by short compos..
    o.O
    talkin abt lance..i met him thru e net(4got how). so practicalli i donno him at all..
    therefore it's double coincidence.
    chat wit him after we got back our homes..
    he said he din wanna talk to me cos he stink..
    after "trainin" from dragonboat blahblah..
    yupps..
    for tis instance,i cudd realli conclude tat he smells..
    but he beg a differ..
    he said tat is called nan ren wei..
    =.=
    oka great..
    guys says their stinkiness is nan ren wei..
    but definiteli u don see any gals or even women comes up to u ,with stinky smell or b.o. , tellin u tat tats nu ren wei..
    nu ren wei usualli counted as "smells nice"..
    wherelse for guys..
    their nan ren wei is equals or aka Stinkiness..
    so mayb,i can oso conclude tat guys r meant to be stinky..wherelse gals r meant to be-smell-nice. (:

    todae wnt back hm use com..
    restricted myself for usin too long..
    mom allowed.. ^_^
    brought Baby dwn for a walk..
    n started to reflect;wad i've done todae..
    (ps. i owaes reflect on wad i do EVERYDAY)
    hmm..not bad..didn use e com for very long..
    n eventualli..
    i haf more free time to spend..
    not waste time llaa..
    lik slpin earli? den i can wake up earli..
    xDD o.O

    the beauty exposed ;


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