Lost In Beauty-

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

wnt f0r pastin of our proj wrk tday ..
lenson nddx alvin were dere first..
sit wit dem..
self-service to e ceiling fan cos im darn h0t..
ltr mango came..
followed by yun kaii ..
den elii ..
mer, sandx n jiun came next..
th0t everyone was here cos alvin said keane n0rt comin..
how i kno ltr chee hock came..
*crapps*
so suay llaa.. he come f0r wad..
siians..
den he came up tuhh 2nd fl0or(wher we are)
overheard him sayin tat his fone dropped frm tian qiao nddx it SMASHED!

whooaaaaa!!! woohoo!
oka.. i was SO happy then..
oso donno whyy i reacted liddat..
mayb tis shows i reallii realli reallii hate him to e core..
tat piece of sh!t ..
so we finalli f0und e tcher..
wnt t e ava rm tgt ..
e boys wnt tuhh e end of e ava rm..
while we settle our stuff at e first half of e rm..
cant b bothered wit tat ah hock..
den saw a few artpieces which were practicalli fantastic..
*to me*
den saw a "barbie doll" hse..
hahah... cute llaa..
all stuff were small n tiny..

finished ; wnt back hm..
first ting i saw was boyboy's tilted head look..
owaes sees it wen i reach hm.. how cute llaa..=)
wnt online..chat chat chat n chat wit boyboy slpin on my lap..
hahaa.. den carry him arnd lik a baby..
den he came online..
plae games until .. wahhhs //
berii suay l0r..
supposingly wnted to make shapes..
but owaes failed to do so..
-.-
sad l0r..
den crap arnd wit him..
saw his "beautiful" drawin..
haha..
zi you fa hui ..=)

now..
tat stupid aunty neighbour of mine started to pester boyboy agn..
ISNT SHE TIRED?!
i was SO mad whenever she pester boyboy..
kiip callin,"boy~" , "woof woof" , "gou gou" ..
barbi!!
stupid aunty ; u wan me to feed u wit dog food anot!
bu zhi xu chi..
everyday cum outside our hse call OUR hse de dog..
not ashame mehs.
2face freak..
one side sae boyboy is cute..
on e other hand , wen mom n gramma not at hm.. giv puke face wenever u saw boyboy..
pls llaa..
don tink i donno..
IM OWAES AT HM!
MO..

tml nite put boyboy inside rm.. see how u go look for him..
u dog..
go ahead n bark as much as u tml..
den i wil plae Fetch wit u..xDD
mann im so evil..
muahahaaahaas..
but i lik it.. ;DD

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Monday, May 29, 2006

today hadd runs in e earli mornin..
which was 1hr 15mins afta i slp last nite..
tats y todae slp loads loads .. hehs.. =)
woke up.. lai chuang all e way till 12plus..
den wnt online..
stil troubled wit daa matter between sandx n jiun..
wonderin if deres anii solution tuhh patch tings back up..
fren wasn happie..findin ways to cheer her up..
i donno if im nutz orr wadd..

i, myself.. wasnt happi either..
boyboy wasnt at hm e whole day..
felt sad abt it..
hate frenship probbs..
cos im usualli stressed out..
mayb bcos i don wan anii bad stuff happen to my frens?

yeapp.. so euu told me y0o g0t stuff tuhh tell me..
t0ld me u gonna explode..
too manii tings in mind..
yet listens to euu..
euu were troubled wiit her matter..
den ltr talk abt my probb..
wnted to share but i cuddnt tell ;
den misunderstandin cums up..
confusin each other.. u wnt offline..
explainations were made clear..
tears everywher..
u were so mad then..
*well we finalli understan each other*
(( i hope X: ))
cheer up.. be strong tgt kaes? =)

promise tiis w0nt be happen kkaes?
*piinkiies*

get back online nddx startedd playin games ..
;DD

lalala.. plae plae plae ...............~

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Saturday, May 27, 2006

things changed quickly..
mom came back naggin non-stop..
gramma injured herself..
quarrels raised by gramma abt boyboy..
brother wanted to use com at 8..
Nic's back in TJ's blog ..
got blamed/accused for nothin.
F**KIN neighbour disturbin my boyboy for nothin..ALWAYS.
consolin others wen i cant even help myself..
i cuddn voice out my words..
things were always kept in my heart..
the feeling of breakin dwn is back..
*sry for ppl i lost control on..(esp. u.)*
musicx were switched on to numb my feelings..
i admit; am cryin now..
sounds atrocious..
how cudd i cry?
i donno..
angry yet sad tears jus rolled dwn my cheeks..
many ppl may felt sad abt deir grades..
but tat din tak over me..
but deres sumthin tat pulled my mood down..
REAL down..
i cant say it out..
sumhow..as if im mute now..
whadd more can i sae ?
each word comes out from my heart n mind..
feelings are definitely added in..
*thanks for sendin me e songs*
not realii in e mood of sharing now..

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took e last train to agn..
nddx todae is e last dae obbx sku..
yays..
mornin hadd prize givin f0r our captain ball games..
yeapp..
of cos we won.. but not durin against tchers match...
but it was oka..
ytd durin tchers vs us ' match..
deres onii one female tcher n e others were lik bamboos..
all so tall.. other den one soccer tcher..
haha.. chee hock did a back throw wen tat female tcher was behind him..
n e ball smashed her face n rebounce..
aww! too bad..
whu ask u to be disliked by kz..
unluckii l0r..
but todae din see anii blue-black..
is either i din see it or she use make up..
hahaha..
talkin abt chee hock..
he's totallii.. arghh..
i jus hate him oka..
so wen ms chew talkin abt klass positions..
he said.." finallii got sum1 win esther liao.."
den he looked by //
so i waited for him to look at me..
den wen my turn comes...
i rolled my eyes infront of him n walk awae..
haha// how happii..
i kno im terrible..
but too bad..
such ppl mus haf such treatment..
he reached jess's limit or even break thru jess' record..
[[my dislikes-o-meter..]]
jess.. chee hock won u..
i hate him more..
xDD
he practicalli slammed e door wen he called him not to go by dere..
tat b**tardd..
i hate him ; hate him hate him hate him..
I HATE LIM CHEE HOCK !
so all dae ive been sittin on sandy's chair..
peii rockie..
she took out her ear piece nddx we listen to music tgt..
den tak pics usin her fone.
she sms her .. fren laa..
den u lehhs.. reply so slow..
grrr... (x
plae plae plae..
den tj cum.. n i happened to be doin compo..
n i asked him to help me do.. he said oka llehhs.
haha//
THANKS TJ ! =)
yeapp in e end nbr use his compo cos too chim ..
not suitable for me mahs..haha
so we cleaned e whole klassroom for ptm..
din get to learn more stuff from kz for piano..
*sad..*
i realli wanted to learn sum melodies on piano..
learn abit le..stil need more practise..
so afta tat wnt to mrt wit eugene..
hahaa.. talkin abt fones..
den he alighted at serangoon..
me.. at potong pasir cos i needa to st andrew boardin house to submit my compo..
saw lotsa boys carry pails..
donno n donn care..
den wen i was leavin e place..
jus realise..
dey are all cleanin n washin cars..
haha..
sum plae a fool l0r..
den on a way wen sms u half way..heard sumting..
"CAMILLA !"
whadd the..
i looked up..
saw jess wearin her sweater under e hot sun..
ya da ya da..
she walk back hm, i go hm..

mann.. i don feel lik goin for ptm..
lik wad u said.. cant chat online for long hrs..
don wry.. a while onii.. =)
now im feelin bad..
cos boyboy underneath e computer table (shelf under e com table) slpin..
n jus now wen i was typin.. i put my leg on e shelf..den i i accidentli kicked until sumthin..
OH NO!
i forgot boyboy below slpin..
so of cos i apologised to my doggie..
=.= don feel lame abt it..
so i told him..
altho u are stil stinky..u are stil cute.. haha..
^^ no he curled himself up n slpin so soundli..
so cute oka..
=) u boyboy..

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Wednesday, May 24, 2006

haa..
hadd been ina gudd mood iin e mornin..
((as i found my wallet..
in a "basket" of fresh socks..))
until wen we had our assembly talk abt savin monie..
cos it's very very h0t..
nddx i cant tahan..
well..it's either im jus tinkin too much
or glynis is kinda different today..
afta assembly we had maths..
hahaa.. i find tat mr soh is gettin more n more likeable..
cos he is lik actin lik a kidd nowadaes..
mayb tats he's true self?
he pressed a few activity bks on my head..
while askin me for my hmwk..
*oops*
din kno needa hand in..
hehe..
so i told him stop pressin on my head if not i will shrink..
he let go.. n i chuckled abit..
he imitated me.. n i chuckled even more..
=.= haha.. *cute* tcher..
jus realised im taller den him..
hehs.. stil rmb ytd he ran
arnd e klass while alvin was holdin on to his digital cam..
wantin to tak pics of mr soh..
mr soh ran round..dodgin behind dan's back..
and i heard him sayin.. " i pai sehh llaa.. "
hhaaha.. so comical l0r.. mr soh.. xDD
so ltr helped to complete my proj work..
heard tat chee hock's takin over ah gong's position
for tml's captain ball game against the tchers..
oka..i was fine wit it..
until wen i heard tat tat mornin..
he said loudly tat he n nigel will be times betta
den havin ah gong n minghhui arnd..
basket llaa..
he t0t he very gudd..
wynne wont wanna plae if he's in.
n nigel will back out if wynne is not playin..
haa..
so durin recess,he backed out cos he realised
we DONT wanna tag n team wit him..
n without our help..he wont be able to win..
then..wynne wanted an apology frm C.H.
to ah gong n minghhui..den she wil join back..
jian l0r..she told me..haha//
act dua pai..
but at least tis can oni let e im-owaes-not-in-the-wrong chee hock to realise he is wrong! idiot la..stay in ur soccer team llaa..
MO ..
awws , hadd gastric durin afternoon for not eatin breakfast
n eat abit durin recess..
i orbi l0r..
blarhh..after science, i hadda go to AVA rm
to do survey ..
den dere's tis 2hope guy..at our right side..
he's hair is lik..urghh..
donno how to style but ying ying style..
den look lik he had a Bad-Hair Day..
so i was laughin..
( hey it;s uncontrollable oka..)
cos he style his hair in a triangle shape..
(donno wad it's called)
den e rest of e hair is lik a mushroom head without cover..
tj was beside me..
everyone waitin for me to finish my survey..
den suddenly i saw tj's eyes turned red..
i asked wad happened n he jus shook his head..
den not long,sum1 frm tat right side spoke sumting lik..
"face so white..gay ahh.."
such rude n heart piercin words are unforgivable..
so i said (indirectly to them)
"pls la..at least we ALL DONT HAF bad hair day l0r.."
wahhaas..i finished my survey n we all left..
* ringg ! *
bell rang n walked hm wit tj n darren..
outside hougang mall,darren wanna eat KFC..
aii yo.. tj wanted to eat
but he promised me to walk to e mrt station togetha..
so he walked me dere n he wnt to kfc to look for darren..

* u have not replied my msg.. oh well.. *

reached hm n saw boyboy sittin on e sofa..
*bad doggie*
so i called him to cum dwn..
n e first step was my left foot.. -.-
mann..he's heavy..

*guess tats on delibrate.. kae den*

chatted wit glynis on MSN..
*glynis..Eugene...~*
haa.. so i planned to draw whadd realli happened e past few days..
tuition was cancelled.. yay!
wnt online n write tis entry..

*aiis tink aiis stardd tuhh hebb feelins ferr euuies.. gotta gh3t a gripp obbs mahhs3lffs..*

ohh.. tmr is our finals in captain's ball against the tchers..
cheer us on kayys~!
if we can win in individuals.. we might succeed tmr!
((oh don wry.. i bought new n slightly BIGGER de pe shirt..
so my shirt most probably wont cum up wen i jump.. (: ))

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Tuesday, May 23, 2006

hais .
worst dae ever ..

morningx
- accidentli hit on my blue-black
- mr chan came durin science lesson..

afternoon..
- frns were bickeringx n pissed over a very very very small n easily solved matter..
- had to go for tuition bcos i din inform tcher tat im stayin back for proj work..
- had to search endlessly for my brother's belt..
- left slipper's strap broke wen bringin boyboy f0r a walk around old sk interchange..
- had to walk from blk 235+ back to blk 325a half barefooted..
- l0st my wallet
- tuition changed to tmr..

eveningz ..
- mom scolded n nagged
- hp no monie agn. (( crapps! ))
- nigel jus told me a bad news ..
- sumting small yet painful on my tongue..

sadly.. i realli don hope tis to happen..
it's worse bein hit durin captain's ball game..

ohh cap.ball reminded me sumting..
wj todae sae my blueblack on my cheek is cute.. o_O'''
lame lame gal.. haa..
watched sec3's captain ball game..
3 integrity l0st..
hais.. nice try aniwaes.. =)

hope everytings alrites between The girls..

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ohhs.. todae is Games' Day n i din cum sku earli..
instead, i took e last train..
hmms.. wonder whu's fault..??
tinkin it wil be e first ting after assembly..
i rushed yihan to help me buy hse t-shirt..
yeapp so i g0t it..
*thanks yihan & ah gong* (:
9 was den e games event..
my klass was grp 1.. n we were playin against Sin..(2sincerity)
we had a hard time..n me n chuan hui were injured durin tat game..
well..we had a tie..
dey plae rough u kno..
so we decided to plae rough wit dem too..
up next we played we 2Char(2charity)
i oni rmb Madeline(did i spelt her name wrongly?)
n kevin..
both share sumthin common..
dey "hugged" me.. -.-
first was Madeline.. i marked her.. means sumting lik blockin her..n mus owaes be infront of e person u marked..
den she said "hi" . yea .."hi..."
den donno why she suddenly move f0rward denn..argh.. i 4got..
blarhhs.
so next i marked kevin..
i was infront of him,hands at 90 degrees..blockin him..
den he..too,said hello..lala.."hello".
he tried to shoo awae frm me..
but i followed him tightly..
so he started pushin me.. wit hands under my arms..
facin forward..
n i was lik .."oh my god! wad the heck is he doin?"
so i moved forward together wit him..
[[gosh wad was i thinkin then?]]
so we moved as he talked to me..4got wad he said..
den at a certain pace,we stopped..almost everyone stopped..
he walked in front of me n say,"u bian tai!"
ehhs? whu the one bian tai ahhs?
even one of my klassmates said he was lik "huggin" miie..
-.-"
besides..whu wanna touch u? ;PP
*no offence*
yep den at last dono whu won tat match..
next played wit sum other klass or back to Sin..
yea..n we had nigel tak over our poor injured minghhui..
(heard tat he fell wen runnin along wit newspaper todae for us..)
nigel kiip doin "thunder"[[throwin e ball high n far]]
but he kiip *walkin wit e ball* which i tink he did not..
but since.. oh well..
last match.. h0t n steady..
saw ah gong was barkin wen blockin oppo.. haha
funny boy..
i rmb on tat match wen i got e ball..
one of e oppo scratched me..
yoww~!
it hurts oka..
oka i don haf time..
finallii we won.. yay!!
blarhhs...

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Saturday, May 20, 2006

todae wnt to blk1 to practise cap. ball for monday's Games' Day..
yada yada..den wynne suggested to plae swings..but in e end we wnt to her hse..
bathed n realised sumthin..wynne's hse is SO clean!
the floor can even reflect myself..how abt tat.. clean rite?
den wnt dwn,bought 2 Long John's combos nddx french fries frm Mac's..
yeapp..n she complained she wudd grow fat if she eats all tat..den she told her funny stories she had in Wushu..n sum1..(x
so we spnt all dae jus watchin cartoons n funny shows..
watchin One Piece..our last show..which lasted for an hr.. n i realised she eventualli slpt on e sofa..right hand stil holdin on to e bouncy ball we "tick-cum" on our way back after we bought e combos n stuff..
gettin e ball out of her hand..she woken up.. havin e look tat tells me her arm turned stiff after slpin wit a pose for half an hr.. xDD
yea so i reached hm.. havin headache..
tolerate abit..
but bad stuff came up to me..
stupid Internet Explorer n Firefox cudd not load filelodge.bolt.com...
i was pissed..which worsen my headache..
not long..gramma's back..
n she started naggin oni at me agn bcos boyboy was not chained..n which is lik..
NOT MY FAULT..
so she nagged..not lettin me to rest..*bastardd*..
well.. of cos i wont waste time..
therefore now i post tis entry..
aint i smart..(:
btw glynis..got pic of u n ur brown hair?den we can put pics of HD twins together!(:

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Friday, May 19, 2006

oka.. first.. i realli gotta apologise to e original maker of tis blogskin cos i edited it..
tis suppose to be white but i use paint n invert e colour..
put my own words as navigator..
makin a new "box"[[means actual oni got entry,tag,profile n links.]]
but mayb i shudd call tis creativity? ;DD
yea..
btw ppl.. if u wanna listen to e songs at e last box,USE only INTERNET EXPLORER..
yea..
cos firefox cant listen llaa..
donno why..
so todae wnt for learnin journey at pasir panjang..
yea yea..learned history stuff.. more lik revision..
cos almost all e stuff dey said.. my maran had oredii taught us..
so we gotta do e ws in bus..
after awhile..i start to haf dizzy spells..blahh..
so i rested until we reached another distination wher deres al0t of ppl frm other sku..
saw 1 boy sittin as if he's ridin a bull..xDD
in tat "museum"..we saw mani dummies..statues i mean..
n we posed almost wit all statues as if we n e statues are frens..
yea..
now back on e bus..complete e ws agn..i ticked a few n stopped cos im havin headache agn..
so i rested..wit my hand coverin my eyes..den chee hock was talkin abt me as if i cuddn hear n he got shocked to see me stil awake..
so i went back to "slp".. bus driver switched on chinese technos n bib..behind me,started to imitate e song.. singing "xi shua shua xi shua shua.."
tsk tsk..creative ppl oni cums from 2int..
blahhh n we headed back to sku..

reached hm..viewed my klass' blog..n i DO agree wit bibi..
altho jess is quite "good" in sports.. but.. im kinda disappointed to haf her in captain ball games..
btw alvin.. on mondae wen we playin badminton? ^^ can don go sports hall an0t.. hehs..

so in e afternoon afta usin abit of com..i wnt to haf a nap wit my boyboy[[doggie]]..
he slept beside me as i felt a cuddle beside me.. ;DD
awws. how cute..
so we slept..til 4plus..
dang! i had headache..[oka it's common as i owaes do wenever i tak afternoon naps]
go to com..replied my msn stuff..
tryin ta tolerate tat headache.
den suddenly i heard a sound,
n somethin tels me tat tat isnt a gudd sign.
i heard my door was opened.. OH NO!
so i rushed out wit my dog n CRAPS!
my gramma saw it..[aiya!]
so she started naggin..
in case u didn kno.. my gramma strongly disapproved to haf a pet dog in our hse.
so she started scoldin why i brought e dog in..

oka.. imagine u were havin a painful headache nddx instead of shuttin up..ur gramma kiips naggin in an irritatin tune..a broken radio that is..
lik wad eunice said..even u haf thrown e radio down to e first floor from wher u were stayin..u stil cudd here e naggings LOUD n CLEAR.
so i was dl..[dl=pissed in dialect]

the moral of tis entry is.. nbr irritate me when im havin headaches..
if not i wil hack u in2 20 pieces n u will start singing Ashlee Simpson's Pieces Of Me..

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Sunday, May 14, 2006

what a rotten day.
ive been kn0ckin in2 tings everywher i go!
omg..
n0w i had a scratch on my left leg n an0ther small cut on my right thumb.
n0t sayin my hse is small.. jus some h0w ive been kn0ckin in2 desks,chairs n even e bicycle..
c0unt myself lucky tat i survived frm all tis "obstacles". =P
sadly..tiis wh0le day,ive enc0untered a pr0blem i had NEVER s0lve before. n0t even n0w.
tat is.. scoldin.
t0day's m0ther's day.. t0 the Mothers in my family,
mother's day=i m e bigest,day.
s0 my gramma started findin stuff to scold miie..on n on..on n on..all abt e d0g..
m0m g0t irritated by her n she started scoldin me too.. on n on..on n on..
til now it has n0t subsided..
it's so much worse den machine gun n mergers' "talk" wit PEARb0i .

anw.. afterall.. m0ther's day (is still) = im e biggest, day.
ohh well, g0tta ir0n my unif0rm bef0re m0m starts her chantings..=S

BTW.. wishing all m0thers; a Happy Mother's Day. =)

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Saturday, May 13, 2006

wahhs. h0w to describe..
wait. lik my new skin? ^^
oka. blogskin i mean..
spent quite sum times tuhh findd it.
thurs i was late f0r sku ; had detention,
den went t0 e neighbourhood temple t0 attend e "walkathon"
around daa neighbourhood wit my gramma..
ya da ya da..
fri i spent most time lai chuang(d0n wanna get outta bed) ndd smsin him.
watch some scary clips wit my bro which scared my wits out n cudd hardly speak for a few moments;use com..

i jus realised..i didn go out for all these days nddx i aint planning ta go out tml either. oh ya. for next tues de goin out to watch movie ting.. i gotta see first.. cos i might haf tuition on tat mornin.. nddx i donno wen it wil end.. sry glynis..

yepps. tats all abt it..
see llaa woei jiun..
all bcos of u i use cbox lehhs.
nbr sae thank you..
*hmph* =P
muz be polite.. say thank you n offer me to cafe cartel!!
xDD j0kin onii.
scared euu rite! i bet so..

oka.. st0p crappin around.. *ahem*

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Wednesday, May 10, 2006

t0dae was a quick day.
had my chinese listenin n finishedd at 8.35am.
so i walked wit wynne n eileen out of daa sku..
eil left..so oni got me n wynne..
she decided to come to my hse t0 use com n plae wit doggie.
STUPID KENNY ! UR DOG THEN LOUSY ! COOK THEM OSO NO ONE WILL EAT!
so we brought doggie out first..n den use com..watch daa doggie bite daa chewy t0y.. xDD
ya da ya da.. den n0t long wynne g0tta go hm.. [[d0ggie hair~!!]]
blarhhs~ n0thiing muchh liaos~

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Tuesday, May 09, 2006

supposingly tiis entry shudd be written ytd..
but bcos g0t art exam n plus i did n0t do prep w0rk..
s0 i din manage t0 haf extra time ta write it..
ytd earlii in daa mornin..i w0ke up..my gramma was late..
so we rush f0r t0ilet ((c0s we d0n use master rm's in e mornin))
den later on i was abt to bathe wen my gramma exclaimedd tat deres dog in e kitchen..
i tot she was talkin abt my stuff t0y dog..THen i realised...OMG~!!
tiis cute lil puppy was dere..sittin quietly wit cute black eyes.
so later my 2nd bro woke up..n brought e d0ggie d0wn..n walk wit me t0 compass point.
i was havin GOOD mood ytd bcos of tat..den reach sku..i looked at my table..got footprints..dey looked familiar..
OH~! i rmbb..fridae i was h0t bc0s C.H. stepped on my table..
so i..tit for tat l0r~
ya da ya da~ i switched back n did not b0ther to quarrel wit him..n he show attitude..to e table duhh~
blarhhs blathhs..reach hm n i started to plae wit tat doggie..sincerely..til now we haven get his name..altho my bro joke tat he is called Bastard~..
he is very obedient..tats wad i cudd sae..
but wen we hold on to e leash..he will "chiong" to e gate dere..
haha.u nvr see him at outside..he wil run lik a mad dog as if he nvr came out to e outside world for years..~!
he has an attitude..he heck care dogs outside..even if dey barked furiously..
he nvr urinate or poop in e hse..so well-mannered hor..
my bro said tat wen he wanna poo..he wudd walk 3 small rounds on e grass den do his business..weird..
we all love daa doggie..except for my gramma..i can see she did show sum love on it..but she jus disapprove us from havin such pet.
whu doesn love dogs?
oka me laa..but tat was last time..it was so yesterday..x)
my eldest bro is SO crazy over him..ytd wen he reach hm..e first ting he do was runnin to e livin rm n giv doggie a big sayangg~
doggie loves sayang alot..
ytd i was playin com n sayang him..
wen i stop n put my hand down..he wudd use his nose n push my hand up..agn n agn n agn..he totally loves it.. =)
so now art..im so a dead meat..nvr paint finish..argh~ forget it..so i carried the container wit muffins eil passed to me..n i walked to mrt station wit yihan.
ya da ya da~ i boarded n was tinkin mayb i shudd buy a toy for doggie..a small ball..
so i went to cold storage to buy dog food den see got wad toy cos i too lazy to go out to buy..
no ball..onii got cylinder shape de chewy toy..so i bought it..
he din realli lik it..
so i brought him out for a run..along wit scooter..duhh~
he had a great run..very tiring too..cos he don feel lik goin out agn..eventhou he loves goin out too..
so chat wit tj abit n now im typin~!
shh~!! he's now asleep..
wad a cutie~
peeps who LOVES doggies.. 3 cheers for them~!!
human's best fren~! x))

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Thursday, May 04, 2006

omg~
today's science is SOOO difficult..
gosh..im bound to fail both dnt n science lerrs..sad~
i was so dead at tat 2hrs' time..majority of Qs i donno how to do are atoms stuff n light n energy stuffs..
awws~
dead for sure..
hhmmm~
i wonder how im gonna learn chinese..

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guess wad..i studied a bit of history~!
very good hor..i started preparin ytd at 3+pm..til night..
i burnt 45min of midnight oil..xD
yupps..i owaes slp at 10pm..but ytd i burn n slept at 10.45pm..
burn abit oni lor..
den todae got pandaa eyes liaos..
wen i haf not enuff slp..i tend to be abit weird..careless..
phew~ history exam over le..so i asked meryl how to do 19c..
den she sae she nvr do..
i was lik..omg~! how cudd u miss out Qs?
den she sae she do 17&18 oni..
wad the~!
i did 17,18,19 lehh~!
haiish..nvr see instruction..luckily i had enuff time to finish e rest..
oka next was dnt..i onii kno how to do e 20mark drawin..tats all..
so i kno im doomed in dnt..
ringggg~!! oka;go out time..kz go hm tak sum stuff n chuan accompanied her.
sandy disappeared too..zy too..
so left me wj n eli n glynis..
so we all go toilet..
played sum crazy stuff which u wont wanna kno..
den we came out n realised glynis vanished~!! magician~
we went down..meet up wit zy&sandy..n go kfc..yada yada~
chit chat chit chat.den at kfc got one psycho whu plays wit his laser light..
oka...go hm..sandy left n eli n me go hm by mrt.
board daa train..we joked abt a boy slpin in front of us/
he actuallie took a peek to see whu's in front..
blarhhs..den go hm..
reached in daa lift..OH CRAPS~! nvr bring key.
so i go cp to call my mom cos i left my fone at hm too..
called many times no one answered except my 2nd bro..he 6 den come back..
so i walked back hm,disappointed..
so i waited lik an idiot but soon i realised my bro's window is not locked,i managed to switch on e computer without bein at hm..
cos wen i stretch my hand..i can touch e CPU..den i use a hanger outside my hse to on e switch..i pulled e mouse to me n e keyboard is oso near enuff to grab it..
wallaa~!! com was switched on n i started usin while standin outside..until my gramma came back,i cudd finally come in .. yays~!!
at nite i had a suprise..daryl was online..
so we chat craps..lalaas..
hmm..i wonder wen i can plae bmt agn..=)

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Wednesday, May 03, 2006

today was an omg n sigh dae..kept sayin omg in e mornin yet kept sighin at late mornin til i reach hm.
i was so worried wit maths..omg..it's so hard llaa~!
next i had my lit test..
i was stuck at Q3a..it says why frankenstein leaped over e monster..
oka;practically i had no idea why..so i wrote craps..
then to e last section;unseen poem.
well it's abt a schoolgirl writin abt how she realli celebrates father's n mother's day..
i did cried a bit wen i came across e last Q..
not bcos of e poem..
jus remindin n tinkin wad Father's Day realli is lik.
when i was young,i wasnt realli bothered to find out hu n wad my dad is.
mayb it's bcos i was in gal's sch..
but at e age of 11,i started gettin curious..as many forms requires informations about mom AND DAD.
i often felt ashamed of not havin a dad by my side..
if im not wrong,they were divorced at e yr i was born..wad can i do?
babies does not haf memories.
i don even kno how my father look lik..
he nvr visited us..not even once..
all i oni kno is tat the women,my gramma n mom,are in charge of the house..rather den the men as my grandpa past awae earlier b4 i kno..excludin uncles,e onii men/guys in e family tat are older den me is my 2 bros..tats all..
i watched shows tat fathers cud abuse their children,rape or wad so ever..
i used to console myself tat mayb my father is those abusive type.
chi bu dao pu tao,shuo pu tao suan..
so i stopped all tis n bury myself wit my frens,tv shows,games n even by goin out..
i had nvr told anione in pri sku as im afraid i wil be left out.
until i realise one of my klassmates' father had past awae,same as me,fatherless.
so i told her abt it..
i hate cryin.but donno why last yr cried alot.
cryin wil onii make me remember all sad stuff..even it doesn got to do anithing wit wad im realli cryin for.
stupid crybaby..
so e first person whu found out i cried was eunice.
then;i realised im turnin more n more emotional as i grow up.
i hardly cry in pri sku if im not wrong.
i used to be e strong one;who encourages,consoles,give others a listenin ear,jokes,laugh abt,n bein optimistic..
im not sayin ive became pessimistic now..jus tat not as crazy as before.
now,i kno wad is attitude n bein serious.
bad grades do shocked me..i tink too highly of myself.
i do wanna n gotta pick myself up..but wher do i start? 4get it..jus move along ..

so after exam i go macs wit glynis,eli,wj,tj,chuan hui n minghui.den kz n zy came along.
dii daa dee~ oka;we finished our eatin n roamed around.wait for sandx,return bk,blarhhs..
den needa go hm liaos.
so we walked by mrt pathway.
we saw jun kai tat bunch of boys in mrt station too..
suddenly i heard a mixture of screams n shouts behind..
it was e guy from sku[i shall call him guyA] whu got "prob" de.
den chuan hui dey all walked straight to another exit while i walked left n tapped my ez link.
jun kai tat bunch were in dere too..n wen takin e escalator down,jun kai ran up on another side of escalator,john,if im not wrong, said "don plae liao la"
so not long tat guyA[scream n shout one] came down too.. i kno cos he was while shoutin,while comin down..
i felt a lil tense sumhow.
den eventually i realised he was actualli cryin..
as at e platform is sumhow lik an enclosed area,wen guyA shout,it wil be very loud..
so he shouted a few times..it was scary.
den the green man[staff from SBStransit] came n "console" him,tellin him not to cry..but a few times guyA pushed him awae n started shoutin agn continuously.
a passer-by asked jun kai to call e sku..n repeated askin him..
jun kai don haf e number..so i tink e passer-by gave up.
den in train,he went to e right end..while i was jus on e fifth exit's 2seater seat.
he screamed agn..a few times.n tis few times,an auntie at my left side,sittin on e other side of e exit,kept lookin..very kaypo..
sengkang..i alighted,tat kaypo auntie oso,same goes to guyA..i not realli sure jun kai tat bunch got alight anot.
so as i walked to e escalator,i turned 90degrees back n i saw 2green men,one overweight de pointed at guyA..so i heck care.looked front,kaypo auntie in front of me,guyA behind me.
den kaypo auntie turned back n looked at guyA,i was kinda mad n had e urge of sayin,"auntie,don look oredi la.later he scream in front of ur stupid face den u kno.."
but i tink agn..mayb its a lil harsh to both parties..[kp auntie n guyA]
so my lips are sealed ..
den yada yada,i walked back hm..stil worried of my history.....

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